March 7'th//Pretty Normal

Things have been pretty damned normal. Did lots of homework, talked to Rosemary a lot, and got into a chat with Avi. So it was pretty good.

I found out the day before yesterday that Lindsay loves me romantically. She made a joke about getting electrocuted with a hair dryer, logged off afterwards, and haven't heard from her since. Goddamn, I'm worried about her. Little brat, why'd she have to go and get me all worried like that. ~_~

I totally cannot wait for the new layout from layout genius Rosemary. And what's best is... IT'S A KAORU ONE!!! ^O^ Weeeeeee, Kaoru layout *Dances around the room*

I'm even more obsessed with Ranma now than I was before. I can't help that it's so great. I like it almost as much as Naruto... almost.

I cannot help but feel myself wanting to be physically intimate with Rosemary all the time now. ^^; It's interesting. Heh... *blushes*

Mmmm, why was I the uke in the Avi x Michael joke by honey cake (AKA: Rosemary)? ;_; Am I really that effeminate? ;____;

I totally have to get more Ranma 1/2. I'm an addict.

That's all, I believe. Bye. Love you, Rosemary honey. ^^

March 1'st, 2004//I WILL update this damned thing more often

LOL Been the first update in awhile. Haven't talked to Ashlee much, lately. :/ Oh well, at least I know she's alive; I'm satisfied with that.

LOL I'm just sitting here buck naked at my computer, because nobody but me is home, and all of a sudden, my mom comes waltzing in through the front soor, looks at me, and laughs. Apparently, there is no work for her today. ^^; Wish she would have told me sooner... -_-

LOL Yay, I ordered from Sasuga Books BSSM vol. 1 - 4, and will probably have to wait a few months for them to arrive now. ^^; Heh, oh well. They have an awesome selection there. They have all the Naruto, Ranma, Rurouni Kenshin, and Flame of Recca manga, not to mention pretty much everything else.

Life has been pretty good: Rosemary seems alot happier than she used to be, so that makes me happy. ^^ I'm happy for you, my love.

LOL We're doing this thing where we, like, use icons and avatars of eachother's fav RK girl. XD So she's using Kaoru, and I'm using Tomoe. I've also gotten her to make me several Kaoru things lately. *Hugs and snuggles* Thank you, honey cake.

XD Maybe soon, she'll start her own Kaoru fanlisting (Yeah, yeah, I know, it's wishful thinking, but can you blame a guy?)

Soon, I'll begin the inking process of my actual manga story: It's my 'Breathing Night' Saga gone comic style, as I originally envisioned. The sex scenes and fights will be difficult to play out well, but I'm ready to take it on! The interesting thing for me is that it's such a complex story, some of the panel layouts will be difficult, but interesting, to me at least. LOL My only other trouble is with depicting sadness without crying in my characters, and there's alot of that in this, heh, so yeah. I'm predicting each chapter will be around a 75 page manga section.

Ooooo, I think Rose is gonna make me a Kaoru layout. *Fangirl squeal* Knowing her, it'll be great.

These Kamatari avvies that Rose made me are soooooooooooooooooooo cool. ^____^ I love him... (and she who made them as well XD)

Ergh, PWT again today. Oh well, at leat we're squatting today. ^^ Well, I have to go. Love you, Rosemary. *Snuggles* Think dirty thoughts about me while I'm gone. XDDD

EDIT: I have to have started a paragraph with LOL at least 5 times in this post alone. ^^;

February 8'th, 2004//IN the ass...

Okay, yes I am more obsessed with masterbation (I mean masturbation ;p) than ever before now. Bwahahahahaahahahahaha, it's so fucking cool. In the ass, baby! ^o^

XD I think Rosemary is picking up all my bad habits. She's making more typos then ever before, and also saying sorry alot. -o-;

I will let it be known to the world: I LOVE LOVE HINA. It is just so funny, and romantic, and all those hot girls. ^o^ I think Shinobu is the most attractive, but Rose thinks it's my pedo desires or something. -o-; Good thing real little girls don't look that hot, or I might have really become a pedo. XD

LOL I have got to get this review done. ~_~ And yay, Rose got The Magus,which is, like, the best book ever. XD

Finally got this damned thing updated. ^.^

January 29'th, 2004// Tehehe... -o-;

LOL Recently... has been very interesting. I was depressed guring a lot of it ( this month has been hard ^^; ) but LOL what happens happens.

LOL I have alot of thinking to do about stuff... LOL Really serious stuff. I don't want to let go either person, and both are dear to me. ^^;;; But it's one of those things that must be done.

My sub was soooooooo boring today in math. I actually dozed for a second. o.o

And LOL yay! Iris got a date! ^o^ LOL And I've been flirting with Rosemary A LOT lately. -o-;

January 13'th, 2004// -_-;

What the bloody hell is wrong with me? Why can't I ever be happy? I always have something that I'm fucking depressed about, and I can't even pin-point its exact source. All I ever do is depress people and make an ass of myself in class to get attention. I'm stil acting like I did years ago, even though people are acknowledging who I am now. WHY THE FUCK CAN'T I JUST BE HAPPY? I lecture people about shit, but I'm still hung up on shit that's long gone. What the hell is with this? I don't even have an excuse to be acting like this. I'm just a spoiled child. Even my family is getting disgusted with me. Why does anyone even acknowledge who I am? I don't deserve anything. Shit, I can't even think straight. Fuck, this is just pathetic. I'm pathetic. Why'd this all come up anyways? I can't even help anyone. I'm not a good friend, student, son, or anything.

I haven't talked to Ashlee in fucking weeks either. Oh well, it doesn't matter. I'd get fed up with me quickly as well. *Shrugs* I can't expect the people I care about to trust me or anything. Who in their right mind would trust a sarcastic dickhead like me?

December 29th//Chirstmas has come and passed

Christmas was pretty good. Everyone enjoyed their presents. I made out like a bandit: 100$, Yami no Matsuei boxset, Dirty Pair Flash boxset, FAKE vol. 3 + 4, a headphone, some little figures, and some clothing... oh, and a leather schoolbag! ^^

Well, I've now officially watched all of the Yami anime. Good stuff. I was afraid I wouldn't like it after having read some of the (VERY BORING!!!) manga, but the anime is really enjoyable. But I hate Muraki. >.> How could he hurt poor Hisoka like that? Bastard! And Tsuzuki is really cute. *Giggles* ^_^ Not that I'm attracted to him...

>.>

With my 100$, I ordered a Lunar 2 CD (for those who don't know, the greatest video game of all time!) and a Naruto bootleg, which has eps 1 - 21. Here's hoping the subs are legible. -o-;

I watched the first two eps of Dirty Pair Flash, and all I have to say is this: IT KICKS FOCKIN BRITISH ARSE! Cute girls, guns, fanservice, a cool plot, funny characters, cute girls, fanservice... what's not to like? And yes, I know I mentioned cute girls and fanservice twice, Sherlock! I want to have HOT SEX with Yuri... *cough* Anywho, yeah, it rocks thus far.

I've not felt too hot today... ^^; Oh well. And my computer has a virus. ;____________________________________;

December 22th//SEX!!!

Well, yesterday was interesting. I went into my uber-horny mode, which leaves the young, fresh, kawaii flower that is me helpless to deliciously perverted images of women... and Ashlee... *Melts* Anywhoo, when I'm like that, I cannot type, act, or speak correctly until it passes. DAMN YOU, COMMERCIAL TALKING ABOUT BRAS AND CUP SIZES!!!

I think I'm generally getting used to the fact that one by one, people I care about are disappearing from my life, should they be isolating themselves, dying, or something else. It's starting to scare me: who's next? ^^; I don't want to be alone again! I've been alone emotionally most of my life, and I wouldn't be able to bare it any longer. But I'm trying my best to protect my loved ones!

I can't stand my family. My mom loves me, but she's a lousy mother. My oldest sister tries to be there for me, but she's just so snippy and is a mama's girl. My youngest sister is keeping me from seeing my niece, so I care not what happens to her. I hated my dad for most of my life, but he's actually trying to change around. ARGH! I CANNOT STAND THIS FAMILY!

I'm sick of my oldest sister's crap .She comes in, installs a crappy virus scan on my computer that does more hard than good (without my permission, and she knows I don't like it), then, when I dare to touch my very own computer, she threatens to reformat it while I'm away. She better not. -_-;

I got to talk to Ashlee again today: YAY! ^o^ Though only a little, but that's fine by me. I'm seeing her alot more now. ^_^

Oh yes, before I forget... GO SCREW THAT HOT GIRL DOWN THE STREET (this applies to both men and women >3) AND HAVE A MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS!!!

December 20th//Yay ^-^

I absolutely adore my new layout. Thank you, Miss Rosemary. ^_^ Makoto is so beautiful

Is Ashlee feeling guilty for some reason? ;-; *Hugs her* Don't worry, honey. ^^ I love you so much.

Utena has suddenly become my favorite anime... weird, but great. Utena is hot. :D And the music rawks.

December 9th, 2003//*Sighs*

The day started off fine enough. I made cracks in school, didn't get in trouble, and got good grades on my tests. Then I came home...

My mom was pissy right from the bat, and continued to stay angry about something she'd done. Then, I find out that Ashlee just doesn't want to talk to me. Fine. I can swallow that. BUT WHY THE HELL DID SHE JUST GO FOR TWO WEEKS ACTING LIKE I DIDN'T EXIST!?!?! I can understand that she's busy with school, but how long would it have taken to PM me saying: "Hi, I'm alive, I didn't get hit by a car, seeya later?" How long does it take to type a sentence. I'm not really angry, I was just really worried.

December 8th, 2003//Anger

Okay, yes, I was forced to take the bandana off. My stupid, rude, hypocrtical mother threatened to kick me out of the house if I didn't. -_-;

I got Yami no Matsuei and Dirty Pair Flash for christmas. ^^ Now to wait. >.> I also got an order of Rumiko Takahashi manga coming. ^____^

I haven't talked to Ashlee in two weeks. *Sighs* Hope she's okay. I miss her. >>;

November 23'rd, 2003//The Bandana

Today was a pretty good day. I visited my dad in the first time in two months. Looks like the old man has turned a new leaf. He's a much more caring person now, and a better person. Well, I went to some church thing with him, and got to eat some strange mix of vegetables in a mild broth (yay -_-;) And me and him were about to have it out, so this preacher came to talk to me to calm me down. He saw me punch the old man, so I guess he was afraid that I'd hurt him or something. ^^; Anyways, it was an enjoyable conversation. The preacher is very intelligent, reasonable, and so faithful. I'm jealous. Anywho, things calmed down with the old man after that and we had a grand old time (and I'm going to murder the first person who makes a Flintstones crack -_-)

Today, I decided to make a pledge: Until I get to meet Ashlee in person, I'm going to wear a red bandana around my hand. I can pull it back so it doesn't bother me, but it ain't coming off until that happens, or it rots off my hand; one or the other. This'll also help me control my anger, as I have a strap going across my palm that I can squeeze when I'm pissed.

Oh yea, I got Rose to make me a Kaoru x Kenshin avvie. Thankies, Rose. ^.^

November 9th, 2003//The sexy one's sexuality is up to debate???

Rawr, I've been having lots of very sexy, very gay thoughts lately. Mainly about, ahem, BOYS IN LEATHER!!! *Cough* Anyways not much else to say. I can't find my damned math book for the life of me, so I have to get up to go to my math teacher's class at 5:30 in the fricken morning. *Sobs* Oh yeah, I got to talk to my sweet love muffin Ashlee today. ^o^ ^o^ And my name in Japanese is "michieru," apparently. Isn't that a girl's name? -_-

October 31, 2003// The Rebirth of The Sexy One's Blog

My new update, wai, wai, wai , wai. ^o^ *Bounces off of walls*

My day's been pretty good... it was an off-day! Yay! Spent most of it talking to my hostess

I got new manga today, specifically, Fushigi Yugi and Inu-Yasha. Volume 6 of IY is soooooooooooooooooooo cool. Miraku is my idol. ^_^

Today I realized two things: 1. There are so many hot and sexy boys out there. Oh yeah. *Drools like an idiot* B. I love Ashlee more than Necrophiliacs love zombie movies. I'm so lucky to have her. ^_^ But I hope she's doing well. I'm waiting for you, cupcake.

October 17, 2003//A Day of Many Tests

We had three tests in school today... THREE!!! Geez, that should be illegal or something. But otherwise, it's been a great day. It's Friday, so I'm off of school for two days, and I got to talk to Ashlee again today. ^o^ I feel so lucky. It's not often that I get to talk to her two days in a row. *Little pink hearts appear by his head* Eheheheheheehehehehe. (////)

I seriously have to get a job when I'm 16 if I want to move to Cali after graduation... then there's the business of actually finding a hotel or something after I get there until I can find a job and afford an apartment... it'll be complicated, but will be worth it. I'll do anything for LUV!!! ^-^

October 16, 2003//The Great Distribution

*Sighs* Yet again, School is the one thing that always drowns me in monotony. >.> It's boring, tiresome, yet essential. I mean, where would we be without math? If knowledge is power, I'm a weakling.

Today was a block day, meaning we only have half as many periods as we usually do, but they're twice as long. ~_~ Anyways, History was interesting... read about some German gay man who got slapped silly by his bitch-of-a-boyfriend then was arrested for being a homosexual. Sweet stuff...*cough* can't believe the male students were like: "He deserved it because he was a fag." Bah, that's only because they're in denial themselves. Come out, come out, my little boys locked in a huge, pitch-black closet... <3 Oh yeah, some stupid boy called me a weirdo when I told him that I liked Sailor Moon... ~_^

Math was dull as always. I had to sit through and hour and a half of my teacher's dry droaning and ranting... MAKE THE PAIN STOP!!! And he was insulting all the students who skipped their homework. And all the stuff he went on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on about was really elementary stuff, like graphing simple equations. At least this really hot guy was sitting in front of me. *Grins*

Lunch was very interesting. This kid Chris had gone outside to ride around on his little skateboard and had accidently tripped and fallen. I giggled a little and went over there to help him up, but my god, he only had a little scratch on his arm, and he made the biggest show, rolling around on the ground like his arm was broken. What a drama queen!!! And geez, I went over to apologize for giggling (it was him who deserved to apologize for cursing at me) and he started swinging his skateboard at me. Bastard... lesson of the day, if you're going to help a bitchy boy out, make sure it's a cute bitchy boy so that you can at least drool while you're listening to immature flings.

German II was cute... we got to play "Lingo," a linguistics game, and this student had jacked candy off of another teacher and passed it all around the classroom. I got 5 suckers, but one was butterscotch flavored... xP... but I ate the green apple one really seductively, I was licking and sucking on the edges and crap. xD I was getting several weird looks. Today was a decent day, overall.

Oh yes, I want to thank my evil hostess Rosemary for fixing that damn banner code. Thank j00. ^-^

October 15, 2003//The Cute Boy

Well, today certainely has been interesting. School sucked, because we had this stupid test in English, though I passed it. w00t. And this annoying boy named Clayton is really starting to get on my nerves. *Smacks him*

Ahahahaahaha, there's this really cute boy I keep meeting that likes to cheat and hide behind certain areas when he's having to run around the campus in gym, so that he just joins back in when he's coming around. Really friendly and endearing. Wonder if he has a girlfriend. ^.^

w00t, the first day of my blog's LIFE!!! *Dances and giggles*

I have the worst luck. One day, in Food Experience (my first period), I wanted to take up the role of host, but I accidently said "I wanna be the hostess." ~_~ So they're always saying "You get to be the hostess today, Michael." TYRANTS!!! XD

Oooooooh, I took a Fruits Basket quiz, and got Shigure. ^o^

Shigure

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Eheheehehehe, High School girls, High School girl, High School girl openly calling out to me...!!! XP

One day ends, another soon to begin, and till then, have a delectable evening, my little lovelies. ^_^