I kind of have a few things to say, but erm first heh nothing to be forgiven for love. Stuff happens, I understand. ::hugs you:: Heh...I'm way too emotional lately...^^; Was silly I got all upset and was crying and stuff. Anyway, like I said, anytime with you is good time...heh even if its erm quite and tense time ::laughs a little:: lol. But seriously, tis ok...and we'll make up for it soon I'm sure ::smiles:: I'm glad you like the wallpaper ^_^ I'm using that one right now...we'll erm heh you know what else I would say and I sent you emails and stuff today(lol no shock there), so we'll talk more later...and heh still nothing to thank me for, you know I'd do anything for you.
Erm some randomness, first heh I keep stealing ideas from Sou. I added a quote section to the side, and the quote I'm starting off with is an awesome quote that is also kind of stolen from Sou...heh well one of his aim away messages, I'm using the entire full quote here though. Don't know why I never did a quote before since I collect them and stuff. So look for that section to change lots prolly. Also a new winamp skin. Tis a gorgerous Ayashi no Ceres one...heh love that pic. I stumbled onto it last night. Lol I'm so funny when I'm upset I go looking for winamp skins ^^;; No wonder I have so many ::giggles::
Friday I taught ::gasps:: heh yup, I subbed for second grade and I'm doing it again all this week. Yay. Heh they're little brats, but I had fun and its nifty to be teaching. ^_^ Tis kind of funny cause I went to bed at like 6 am and got the call at 6:30, I don't think I even knew what I was saying yes too...heh ^^;; And so I'll need to go to bed early tonight till the end of the week. Ack ^^;;; Tis gonna be weird doing that and will suck not getting to stay up late talking to Sou.
I'm really glad I met Lei and starting talking to her(heheh was all thanks to that yaoi screensaver I made). She's lots of fun to talk with and we have alot in common. And I'm still all honored and excited she wants to invite me to her wedding. I know going to AnimeUSA with her and her fiance is going to be too much fun ^_^ And I must remember to send her that Gojyo winamp skin I found last night.
Well erm tis all for now, I don't feel like talking anymore, lol...and I'm kind of tired...can't wait to talk to Sou later...::will be all anxous and impatient, lol:: Oh and I'm sure he doesn't read this, but lol yes David I did miss talking with you this weekend. Hope you had lots of fun at the convention.
>>Rosemary
>>Mood: Heh, not sure...
>>Song: Caught in the Rain - Revis
>>September 20, 2003 | Anniversary Yay!!!
Just wanted to say happy anniversary and stuff...lol...I know I'm late by your time but hey I'm early almost by my time...^_^....thanks for everything and especially for all the help this last week...without you, no telling what I might have done. So here's to 6 months knowing each other...and here's to the future. I'd leave a song but in everything that's been happening I don't have one that's proper....so maybe I'll be able to get you one soon...I hope...::hugs you:: Thanks for everything...^_^
-Sou
>>September 18, 2003 | Happy ^o^
Yay, I'm all happy ^o^ Tehe. I slept well the last two nights...really well...heh. And as I said I'm all happy and smilie and stuff. ^_^ Current wallpaper ::points:: Tis a gorgeous one made for me by Sou. ::beams:: It matches my current domain layout he made for me ::hugs:: So pretty, heh I love that pic if H x M. Kamui and H x M...oooo too hot, ne? ::winks::
Some randomness here: I have a new WHR wall I need to add to the site. Others I'm working on are a Kenshin, Tsukasa and CCS ones. I also ordered Mirage of Blaze 1 and 2. Yay. Can't wait to get those and see what Sou has been talking about. ::smiles:: Well that's all for now.
>>Rosemary
>>Mood: Happy and Glowy ^o^
>>Song: Yubiwa-Maaya Sakamoto
>>September 17, 2003 | Duh
::smiles and hugs you tightly:: Heh, nothing to thank me for...you know that. Just wish I could help more. ::keeps hugging you:: Hope I helped a little last night...heh you were supposed to be able to sleep though ^^;; Ack well...::needs to work on being more dsitracting and stress relieving and stuff, lol:: heh...anyway...I'll post in your blog later love...and btw...::giggles::...I changed my winamp skin especially for you...Mmmm...Kamui ::winks:: Hot, ne? Tehe.
>>Rosemary
>>Mood: Happy but worried about someone...
>>Song: Kimidori-Maaya Sakamoto
::chuckles and hugs you:: I'm late in replying here...but heh better late then never...nope you didn't screw anything up....you know that already....anyway I just wanted to say something....heh...::hugs you again:: Thanks for everything...listening to me whine and worry...and my fears of things getting too weird for me to handle...for everything...::smiles:: Thanks.
-Sou
>>September 16, 2003 | Randomness...Bleh...::shakes head at self::
Heh I'm such an idiot. I hope I've not screwed up something special...and I hope I'm forgiven for waiting to say some stuff I prolly should have said sooner...I never wanted to make you worry more...
- Rose
Mood: Mad at self...
I can tell today is going to suck. ::nods:: I still don't feel good, still in pain and yet again I hardly slept. ::sighs:: Hope Sou feels better. Would be nice to get to talk to him today for awhile.
I need to add links to my links page...and I wanna join more fanlistings still...I have all this new anime and yet I don't feel like watching any of it ^^; Bleh I hate when I get in a mood like that >_<
I'm in a really weird mood and yeah I'm usually in a weirdish mood, but I dunno this one is weirder. My thesis...my tmj and lack of sleep are starting to screw with my mind I think ^^; I was up really early today too...heh which is way weird...especially because I hardly slept. I've been thinking about some stuff, I dunno if I've had any deep and insightful revelations, lol, but the stuff I've thought about hasn't upset me really...tis more like a calm acceptance kind of thing...which is erm...weird...heh. Well at least weird for me...
Sou is right I need help for my winamp skin addiction. ::giggles:: I have an unhealthy amount...I'm sure of it...heh...and to further illustrate my mood...I have literally hundreds of skins...and the majority are from my fav series like Chobits, Kenshin, Fruits Basket, ect (I have tons of DN Angel and Angel Sanc too, lol among others ^^;;) and none were what I wanted. Heh. Seriously I was going through them for a long while and none were making me happy. I finally settled on this chobits one. And heh to prove I'm losing my mind I almost had the urge to download a Kenshin and Kaoru skin last night. ::shudders:: What the fuck was I thinking...::is scared of self::
The new John Mayer cd Heavier Things has this interactive CD-Rom drive thingie and you can watch three videos of him. Pretty nifty. I like the new cd. He's very mellow, lol, I think I like his last cd better, but this one is cool. I really like the song Daughters, tis nifty and stuff.
I'm like one of the only people in the world that likes Asuka from Eva. Heh, but I do. I think she's really misunderstood and I always thought she was kind of cool and stuff. I have a number of winamp skins of her ::nods:: I need to find this really neat Asuka fansite I used to have a link to so I can add it to my links page. Tehe.
Ooo I found a neat aim icon site...shinjirarenai Yumi and Soujirou ^o^ Oooo...I'm changed to the yumi one for aim yesterday and everyone was like, Oooo pretty icon ::smiles:: I need to finish a layout I'm working on for someone...but I've been all uninspired...I also have like four wallpapers in progress that I've not been inclined to finish...meh hope I snap out of whatever funk I seem to be in soon.
>>Rosemary
>>Song: Daughters-John Mayer
>>Mood: Weird...very weird...
>>September 15, 2003 | Stuff
So what did I get yesterday? The first Hana Yori Dango dvd and on the manga front Inuyasha 3 and 4, One Peice and Shaman King. Nifty, ne? I reorganzied my blog a bit ::points to side:: I may change some more stuff later. I also updated my Anime Corner site. I joined a few new fanlistings too and like I said I was gonna joined some blog rings. I may play with more webstuff later. Or nap, as I hardly slept...not really unusual...I seem to never sleep much or well anymore, lol. Mainly cause of my dumb tmj...which my thesis seems to have flared up. I may post more later, but for now I shall keep any deep or ordinary ramblings to myself.
>>Rosemary
>>Song: Fukai Mori - Do As Infinity (Inuyasha)
>>Mood: Thinking about stuff
>>September 14, 2003 | Meh...
My aunt bought me more stuff today...some clothes...and some anime and manga and the new John Mayer cd...Erm I'll prolly come back later and say what I got...and maybe ramble about people and shit...I was gonna but I'm too tired and I'm in pain and stuff...so heh...I decided I'll take a nap first...I also want to join some more fanlistings...and join some blogrings like I said I would...erm...well more later ::goes off to watch anime and nap::
>>Rosemary
>>Song: Towa no Hana-Ai Yori Aoshi
>>Mood: Would be better if I wasn't in pain ::winces and sighs::
>>September 13, 2003 | .....
Lol, I've given up on titling entries for awhile ^^; Anyway...erm my aunt Julie bought me Chobits 4 and RahX 5 today. Yay...I'm all caught up on my anime dvd series I'm collecting now ^_^ Also I'm prolly gonna be changing the stuff on the side there...and joining some blog rings and stuff soon.
So I'm in an interesting mood...heh...I dunno...I have lots on my mind...and stuff...Sou wrote in his blog about how he and I seem to be like the only two people who think online is as real as offline...heh. I think maybe there are a few more people out there that think like that...but not many...and .hack is so quotable...heh...anyway...erm what sucks is when even someone who says that online is real...still may be like...well its not as real ::sighs:: Ever since I first came online...years and years ago...I always thought it was as real as offline...so maybe I'm weird...I dunno...but I shall never make distinctions between feelings or people or relationships simply based on an off/online status
You know...people say alot...that what makes online not as real is that you can't touch someone...its lacks the physical. Well heh that doesn't make it less real. Not to me. And you know the only times I ever really hate knowing someone only online is when they're really hurt and upset. Cause you wish you could just hold them...and cry with them in person and stuff...heh...cause you can still cry with them...and your heart can still break...but you wish you could be there to comfort them...in person, you know? So yeah...that's the only time when I really think knowing someone only online sucks...cause you wish you could be an actual shoulder for them to cry on...and you can't...
But...che...its ok...cause heh...you can still be there...I know Sou makes me feel better when I'm upset...and heh I hope I make him feel better and stuff ::nods:: And...heh ::smiles:: I'm all glowy...from that bestest friend comment love...::beams::...Glad you liked the song...::keeps smiling::...Love you
>>Rosemary
>>Song: Stray-Wolf's Rain
>>Mood: Retrospective...yet happy...content...
>>September 12, 2003 | ...
I've not posted in awhile. Mainly cause I've not felt like it. I had some stuff to actually post about a few days ago but was too tired to be bothered. Anyway...so yeah lots of stuff has happened in the time since I posted last, which was over a week ago ^^;; Ack well. Erm I had a job interview yesterday...which turned out to not be an actual interview...but erm...I don't feel like talking about that right now...so...moving along...and heh this will prolly be longish...so anyone that may actually read this is warned...heh
My advisors have still not looked at my thesis. ~_~ Bleh...only students need to actually keep to set up time tables apparently. ::shrugs:: Oh well...another topic I kind of don't feel like talking about really
Some cool stuff...I am now officially gonna my the Godmother of my uncle's son that he is adopting ^o^ Yay. ^_^ He should have him within 3-4 weeks, or so he told my dad this morning. Can't wait to start spoiling him...which requires a job -_- But erm that would take me back to the first paragraph and I don't want to go there right now...
I'm a brunette again...looks nice...so people keep telling me, lol...I like it and stuff...have to take a pic for Sou...its shorter now too ::nods::
I got alot of manga since I last posted: GTO 1(Yay! Can't believe I finally found it in a store by me ^o^), Mars 14(anxious for 15 now...hope it ends happily and stuff), Naruto 1(more on this later), Demon Dairy 3, Under a Glass Moon 2, Yu-gi-oh 1, FLCL 1(more on this later too), Happy Mania 3(this series is so funny...hehehe...Bridget Jones...ala the Japanese), Petshop of Horrors 2 and .hack//legend of Twilight Bracelt. Oooo and FLCL and .hack have colored pages...kuddos to TP for a job well done on those two ::nods:: I also got the TP manga sneek peaks thingie...tis nifty. I'm doing good with manga...I only need to get eventually Kare Kano 5 and I'm caught up...I also want the end of the month the next Hana Yori Dango...and ooooo starting next month...lots of new manga titles are out *_*
Now onto anime. I can not wait for WHR to be out Oct 7th...hope Right Stuf gets and ships it early...I would be sooooo happy if that happened...erm I also hope I have the money to pay for it ^^;; Heh ^^;;;; I'm behind with anime...I need the newest Chobits and Rahx. I also want to start eventually Hana Yori Dango which just came out, and Mirage of Blaze and Ai Yori Aoshi. Heh I just saw a preview for it on my Haibane Renmei dvd and now I sooo want it...I've also been listening to the theme songs...they are cool...I really want this now. I also wanna try and get FLCL 3 w/box if I can find it...yeah I'm insane...but erm heh maybe I'll like it a second time around...I think the manga is nifty...weird...yet nifty. Getting back to Naruto...I'm way addicted. Oooo such a cool series. I've been watching it slowly. I have to watch then delete so I have harddrive space for more stuff ::sighs a little:: Ack well. I'm also watching Scrapped Princess...which is awesome. I hope both series get picked up by a good company...like Bandai ^_^
.hack//sign gets its own little paragraph here. Heh so yeah my HB and .hack 4 came. HB is neat, I've not watched it all yet but the art is sooooo gorgeous. *_* .hack was awesome. The cd is cool as usual, .hack has great music...but the dvd...Oooooo...I sooo love this series. Its my second fav now...my top three: Rurouni Kenshin, .hack//sign and Witch Hunter Robin. Can't wait till I see the rest of hack so I can talk about it with Sou. ::smiles:: My fav ep right now is 18, the last on dvd 4...its all about Subaru and how the Crimson Knights were formed...soooo good. I dunno how people can not like this series >_< Its so awesome and so damn insightful. Stuff in it can so be applied to the internet and stuff...but then most people don't think about the internet in detail really and like I do I guess...but its a good commentary on people...reality...emotions...life...people should watch and enjoy it damn it, lol.
The wallpaper I am using right now is one I made, tis Dark Chii...its my fav Dark Chii pic...and the wall came out really really nice ::smiles:: If you wanna check out my wallpapers, visit my site, Ruby's Wallpaper's I love the Subaru one I did too. Subaru is my fav hack character...my winamp skin at the moment is Robin from Witch Hunter Robin. Heh I was on a winamp downloading spree last night again. That doesn't relate to this particular skin...but heh...I was bored and did it while waiting for Sou...and while I was all bummed about yesterday morning and the interview that wasn't...
I hope I get to talk to Sou today. He wasn't on yesterday...I miss him...I always miss him when I don't talk to him...and I especially miss him if we don't talk at all a day(well lol that was an obvious statement...but lol I state the obvious sometimes). Rarwk...this not talking at all some days is increasing in frequency ~_~ I don't like that...I like getting to talk to Sou for at least a little each day...hope everything is ok and stuff...meh I'm such a worry wort. Well anyway hopefully I shall talk to him today and then I'll feel all better ::nods::
>>Rosemary
>>Song: Na Mo Shirenu Hana-Ai Yori Aoshi
>>Mood: Ok I guess ::shrugs a little::
>>September 4, 2003 | >_< Bleh...rarwk...other explictives
Well...today sucked. Now I had not slept in about two nights cause I was getting my honors thesis done. Then Tuesday night I lost about 20 pages somehow and had to rewrite them >_< It was due yesterday...and I brought it to Jersey but none of my advisors were in. So I left it in the honors office. Well I call today to make sure everyone got it and the head of the dep told me I had to go get the other two copies and give them to my advisors myself...and none of them apparently were on campus today >_< ::screams:: >_<
::points to side:: I found the most awesone Kenshin skin the other night. ::stares:: Isn't it pretty? Its so hard to find nice kenshin skins of him as a rurouni. Most of the nice ones have him as battousai. I was so excited when I found this one. ::smiles and keeps staring::
My Haibane Renmei 1 w/box and .hack 4 w/cd shipped so should prolly come tomorrow. Yay. ^_^ Can't wait to get them. I'm hoping I can afford to get the newest Demon Diary and UAGM manga soon. I also want the new RahX and Chobits will be out anyday and the first Hana Yori Dango dvd will be out soon ~_~ Too much stuff, lol. At least my mom is gonna buy me the new John Mayer cd next Tuesday when it goes out. Best Buy will have it on sale and stuff.
Let's see what else. Erm thanks to Sou I did not have a nervous breakdown while trying to get my thesis done. ^^; ::hugs Sou tightly:: Thanks for staying up with me and stuff and making sure I didn't run around with a clever ~_^
I'm working on an Inuyasha wallpaper at the moment. I also have a .hack one in progress and a WHR one. Oooo I did get the Haibane Renmei soundtrack *_* It is soooo awesome. Everyone should buy it. The music rocks. I've also been listening to lots of Inuyasha music lately and the last exhile OST. And Oooo picture has been released of the new upcoming Kenshin box set...I'm sooooo getting that ^o^
There are tons of upcoming anime releases I'm looking foward to: Witch Hunter Robin, Last Exhile, Infinite Rhyvius, Someday's Dreamer, Pretear, Kiddy Grade and Angelic Layer. Erm no dates on these yet but they've been licensced and are coming sometime: Gravitation, Marmalade Boy, Wolf's Rain and DN Angel. And I'm most excited about the Fruits Basket and Kenshin manga ^o^
Meh this turned into a long entry, ne? Let's see just about done. I'm gonna try and finish watching Fruits Basket today and tomorrow. The third dvd is so quotable. I need to write down some stuff. Awesome quotes about love and this one quote about memories. Erm I don't think I mentioned yet, but the dvd with Newtype this month was ep 1 of Angelic Layer. Was really good, which is why its now on my wishlist, lol. I'm gonna rewatch my WHR fansubs...I still have em as I've been wanting to watch the whole series one more time before the first dvd is out. I plan to do that the next few days so I can delete it and get some harddrive space. Once that happens I wanna watch some more Scrapped Princess and try Naruto and Full Moon.
>>Rosemary
>>Mood: Annoyed/Pissed/Verging on a nervous breakdown...basically...not good
>>Song: My Will-Maaya Sakamoto