~*November 30, 2003 | YAY!!!*~
Weeeee~ ::jumps up and down and stuff:: I'm talking to Sou...and have been for awhile here...tehe...::all giddy and beamy and stuffs:: Soooo happy...and go check out his blog, with his new holiday layout ::smiles:: and, Sou's gonna make me a new blog layout too ::jumps up and down more:: yayaya....tehe...see? I'm all happy. Kay I'll write more later(tis 1:35 am right now) just wanted to post as its nice to write in my blog when I'm all happy and stuff...and talking to Sou makes me all more then happy...especially since I've not spoken to him in so long ::keeps beaming::
*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* exstatic ^o^
*~Song~* None...talking to Sou ^o^
~*November 28, 2003 | Lalala*~
Tehe, how random is that title ::giggles:: Ahem...ok focus, lol...I'm in a good mood, ne? I dunno why...wait I do know...I'm all happy from talking to Lei...and I got that nice email from Sou that made me all happy...Weeeee, my two fav people in the world made me all happy today ::beams::...anyway I have a point here ::gasps:: lol ::is lacking sleep...thus being sillier then usual:: Except that part about Lei and Sou is all serious ::nods:: They made me so happy today ::beams more:: Anyway, tis Friday so away I go:
1. Do you like to shop? Why or why not? But of course, erm because I'm a girl? O.o ::addicted to shopping xD
2. What was the last thing you purchased? Erm tons of manga thursday my mom ordered me ^__^ ::points down the page two entires::
3. Do you prefer shopping online or at an actual store? Why? Hmmm, well I like ordering online, as you don't have to deal with crowds or worry they won't have what you want, but I like the instant gratification of bring an item home with you right away...so erm...both? ^^;
4. Did you get an allowance as a child? How much was it? Yup, my Nanny used to give me 100 a month ::spoiled:: lol
5. What was the last thing you regret purchasing? Erm...erm ::thinks::...I can't think of anything heh, no impulse buys lately I guess...prolly the lack of working does that ;.;
Weee that was fun, I'll prolly write more later...like when its not almost 5 am, lol...hehe
*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* ::beams:: guess ^o^
*~Song~* None right now
~*November 27, 2003 | Not as bad as I thought...*~
Oooo I forgot, lol I put up our tree xD This is so a record for us...tehe...I dunno why my dad was like let's put it up, its tiny we just got a small little predecorated tree this year, as we're not decorating really, it looks so pretty ^^ hehe we usually get our tree up like a week or two before Christmas...it will prolly be like 80 the rest of the month now since its up so early :P
::talking to Lei:: xD ::huggles the imuto:: ^_^
- Rosemary
::sighs:: This is take two...yahoo's file manager is being an ass, and screwy and shit so my god damn post vanished on me >.> Bleh from now on instead of editing from my site I think I'll just upload my new entry through ftp...oh shit I should check the fanlistings I updated last night ><;;; (oh and hehe yeah I know ftp now, cause for ListerX I needed it, so yeah ::nods::
Oh and this reminds me, I didn't get the Robin fanlisting ::keeps sighing:: I really wanted it too and had a nifty layout for it already, the layout is really cool, so I will find something to use it for eventually, lol. Maybe I could use it for that fanlisting collective I toyed with making...I dunno...I'll see...oooo and I changed my winamp skin ::points:: I made a new Kenshin wall too...a dark one...heh it fit my mood at the time ^^; I actually like how it came out, I'll add it to my wallpaper site soon...
Anyway here is basically what I said the first time. So the day started off not so great, I was really sad...and tired...and cooking and getting stuff set up on holidays is never much fun in my house, lol. ::is really really tired:: Then midway through dinner my great aunt made a big deal over the fact we're just six now ::sighs:: She then spent the next 15 minutes going on about everyone who has died lately in Howard Beach ::sighs more::
We watched Chicago...nifty movie, I liked it alot ^_^ and hehe this is funny, my great aunt was scandalized by it and one of my other aunts was like, I don't get it ::giggles:: I was amused...the food was yummy...we made all different stuff this year...on purpose...heh...
Oooooo, so I was hiding in my room for a few minutes earlier tonight and while I was hiding I got an email from Sou ::smiles:: It made me so happy, heh, ::keeps rereading it:: lol, yeah I'm so silly, but it was such a nice little email...and it made me so more then happy...I wasn't expecting to hear from him at all, all weekend, so getting it made me all excited...hope I do get to talk to him this coming week...I still miss him tons...til I get to talk to him I'll just reread the nice little email he sent me today, heh...::silly silly::
*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* Sort of ok...
*~Song~* Trust - Ayumi H.
~*November 26, 2003 | ...*~
It's 2:31 am, lol. Heh I dunno I didn't really feel like posting but I wanted to show off the awesome doll Iris made me ::points:: Isn't it gorgeous *_* My Yu Yu box came, hehe sooo flimsy, but yay to having the first seve dvds of this series now. My mom also ordered me today One Piece 2, Naruto 2, Hot Gimmick, the 2nd eds of Ceres and FY, the Dec shonen jump (which is sold out by me everywhere) and Yu-Gi-Oh 3. Plus my Kenshin 2 is en route and my Ceres 5 and PSME should be shipping soon.
I was hoping I'd get to talk to Sou tonight or yesterday...I got an email from him yesterday though...so that was nice...well maybe next week I'll get to talk to him...I hope...I made him a holiday blog layout, but I'm its not for display til he sees it and I know if he likes it and stuff, heh. I miss him...alot...
Erm hope everyone has a nice Thanksgiving...
*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* Sad...
*~Song~* Unite - Ayumi H.
~*November 24, 2003 | ...*~
Erm I thought I'd just post that I'm feeling a little better...::rubs head:: heh my headache is still here though...but that's to be expected I guess...oh and I made my first ever blinkie, well actually this is like version four of it, lol, the little 'disclaimer' gif under the stuff section, and I made it to match my blog color scheme since I wanted to add a link to 'A Blogger's Disclaimer' I also added the little credit blurb for my kaos (thanks again Iris and Jenna ::huggles::) and got rid of the ugly Haloscan button...replacing it with a text link.
I dunno when I'll be around tomorrow...my mom has the bone marrow test...tis really early in the morning, heh ^^; Oh and Lei is back, yay, I missed her, so glad she's back home (and I feel all special she missed me ^_^)...hope I get to talk to Sou soon...
>>Rosemary
>>Mood:...
>>Song: Garden of Everything - Maaya Sakamoto
>>
I feel so useless at the moment...I miss Sou, would be nice to just hear from him, I'm sure he's ok...but I want to just hear from him and know how he is doing and what he's been up to, but it will prolly be a long while til he's online I guess...and even then he prolly couldn't stay long...so yeah...I just have to get used to it I guess...I knew he'd not be able to be online and stuff...but going a week(will be a week tomorrow since we talked last) is just kind of hard...since I'm so used to talking to him so much...
It's not just that though...heh it sucks I'm absolutely useless at the moment and can't help him or anything...but its not just online...though that can make one more useless, ne? I mean you can only do so much...I feel kind of useless offline too though...I can't help my mom not be upset/worried...I can't help my uncle about the whole adoption thing that's having more problems...I can't help anyone with any of the stuff that's bothering/upsetting them...
Heh...like I said...at the moment I'm completely useless to everyone I love and want to help...and it sucks...
>>November 23, 2003 | ^__^ Yay
YAY! Iris, made me these more then adorable Kaos and Jenna animated them and added the shadows for me ^o^ ::points up:: aren't they to die for? I'm gonna show em all off with their mood/face meaning, tehe, the one for this entry is ^o^, tehe, then I have an angel:
, ^_^(happy):
, -_-(bleh, lol)
, >_<(angry)
, >.<(pissed)
,content, ^^;
, sad
, and tired
. Yayayay, soooo adorable ::glomps Iris and huggles Jenna:: ^__^
I got ALOT of stuff today o.o My aunt was feeling all generous, tehe, she bought me (this stuff counts as christmas stuff): Berserk Box set (I can not believe I own this finally ::jumps up and down:: and the box is soooooo awesome, tis now my favorite box, with the kenshin one being a close second), Haibane Renmei 2, Someday's Dreamer w/box, .hack 5 LE (the cd box is soooo nifty ^__^), X 8(yay, can not wait to finish this series ^___^), the second X ost, the someday's dreamer ost, the second yu yu manga, fake 4 and two linkin park cds. I can't believe she got me all of it ::so excited, giddy and happy:: Yay. ^___^ Tehe
Hope I get to talk to Sou soon...would make me even happier...I miss him...lots, heh ^^;;
I miss Lei too, can't wait til she's back home from the con...
>>Rosemary
>>Mood: Happy ^__^
>>Song: Breaking the Habit - Linkin Park
>>
>>November 22, 2003 | Hmmm...
I'm in a happyish mood...which is weird. Cause I've not talked to Sou in a few days ::misses him lots:: and I had to cancel just about all of my preorders, plus I'm worried about my mom and stuff...and yet...kind of happy. I think its cause I got another Best Buy certificate today, so I now have money to get .hack 5 ^o^ Also I ordered the second Kenshin gn, which Viz seems to have in stock ::jumps up and down:: Hehe, I also made a nifty animated kenshin x tomoe avvie. See, little things make me happy ::nods::
Erm I don't think I have much else to say, this shall prolly be rambly. Hope Lei and Der are having tons of fun. I'm sure they are. Lei called me from the con last night, was so nice of her. Hmm wonder if they're driving home tomorrow or Monday...
I have a new hostee, heh...I'm mysterious ^^;; Who knew, heh ^^;; I'm also mature and cool ::blushes:: heh...
I want to buy a second domain, not that I have money for that any time soon, but I already know the name I want and stuff. Maybe by early next year I'll have the money for that, would be cool...I have plans for my site, lol...be afraid...be very afraid, tehe
I've been watching lots of Kenshin x Tomoe amvs some are sooooo cool...like I really adore, This is your Life, The Battousai, When you Love and Memories. They're making me wanna watch the oav again...and oooo I need to finish the Tokyo Arc ::huggles pretty box set:: Can't wait to see what the other boxes look like...ooooo would be so cool is Soujirou was on the Kyoto box...prolly not, but I'm sure he'll be on the sleeves since they're using the dvd pics for the sleeves. And I can not wait to get the second graphic novel ::jumps up and down again::
I hope I get to talk to Sou soon. I know why he's not online and all, so I feel a little selfish wanting to talk to him, but I still miss him so much, I can't help it. And I'm worried about him being ok and all, though I know I don't have to really, but I do anyway, lol tis just the way I am. I'm silly like that...tis a cute trait I'm sure ^^; well someone will find it cute one day >.> Anyway, yeah I miss him alot...hope I get to talk to/hear from him soonish...
>>Rosemary
>>Mood: Happyish Weird...
>>Song: None
>>
>>November 21, 2003 | Friday Five...
I'm back again...I'm in a weird mood ^^; Anyway, I changed my wall and winamp skin. Heh I made that wall last night (I was up again all night...I dunno why ^^;) I love that picture, Sou made that screencap for me and edited it together, was a pan shot originally, he had used it for my anime site layout he made me. I dunno I may make a wall eventually with teh pic for my wallpaper site. This one is really simple, I just resized it, fixed up the image a little and blended the image into the background. Heh I just had a desire for this pic to be on my desktop last night for some reason. Tis not for the public, I'll prolly send it to Sou when he's online, but that's it...I actually wanted to make a kxt wall for Sou, but different then what I eneded up with ^^; I dunno I'll make Sou one to go with the Tooya x Aya one I made soon prolly...that wouldn't be for my website either, would just be for Sou...erm I'm rambling and will shut up now...
- Rosemary
Kay, first tis Friday:
1. List five things you'd like to accomplish by the end of the year. Get this damn thesis done and graded finally ~_~, find a full time job (prolly not gonna happen ;.;), finish the potter books, start working on a Kenshin site and possibly buy a second domain.
2. List five people you've lost contact with that you'd like to hear from again. Erm I can't think of five, I'm not sure if that's a good or bad thing ^^; Let's see, one from elementary school, Ann, she was a fun friend, one of my best friends for about 3 years. I saw her in passing not that long ago, and missed getting to say hi ;.; and the other person is Tracy, I've not been able to get in touch with her ::frowns a little:: Hope stuff is ok, I've not talked to her since the summer, I miss hearing from her...
3. List five things you'd like to learn how to do. How to set up a MySQL database, php, more advanced java, how to make a winamp skin and how to make a amv, and lol funny these all are related to computer stuff, heh ^^;
4. List five things you'd do if you won the lottery (no limit). Buy my parents a bigger house or pay off their mortgage(or both, lol), visit some people I really want to meet one day but that are really far away, since I'd have money for plane fair, like Tracy, visit Sou (lol he gets his own line in this, but yeah, I'd love to get to talk to him in person one day ::smiles::), travel to England and Ireland, and go on a electronics/gadgit spending spree ^_^.
5. List five things you do that help you relax. Download winamp skins, make wallpapers, take a bubble bath, work on my website, listen to music, and talk/email Sou (which just always makes me feel better if I'm upset and always makes me happy and stuff).
Erm now that that's done I don't feel like talking about anything so just friday five I guess...
>>Rosemary
>>Mood: weird
>>Song: None
>>
>>November 20, 2003 | So...heh...
Heh, I was a little out of it (lots on mind and all that) and just realized, as of today I know Sou eight months. Tis quite awhile, heh...
- Rosemary
Okay I'm in a decidedly better mood today than yesterday, heh ^^;; I was in a very very not good mood yesterday...cause of stuff I don't feel like talking about...but the appt w/the surgeon was...bleh...and stuff...and so anyway...moving along...Oooo I did talk to Sou the night I posted last ::nods:: I just didn't end up posting about it, I dunno why ^^; but yeah...hope we get to talk again soon and that he's doing ok.
I'm soooo excited over ListerX's new layout ::stares at it and smiles:: Isn't that blue pretty? It looks so nifty and oooo hehe it just came together perfectly. I'm so proud of how well the images came out, and I made all the buttons this time, no more default ones. They're all matchy ^o^ Hehehe, and look, Soujirou is in the layout along with .hack peoples, Tomoe is in there and that Kenshin pic is my fav image up there at the moment. I'll make more soon. ::keeps staring::
Also cool, is the fact my dad found my playstation. ::jumps up and down:: tehe, that put me in a good mood, heh was a case of a little thing making me so happy that Sou finds cute ::smiles and blushes a little:: Heh my games all seem to be here too...plus memory cards *_* Weee, DoA, I loooove that game and MGS, FFVII, Parasyte Eve, plus lots more, hehe I had nifty games, ne? ::smiles::
Heh so yeah tis a much better day than yesterday was...even if I haven't slept much, like maybe three hours ^^;; Heh, I'll try to actually sleep tonight ^^;;
>>Rosemary
>>Mood: Much better than yesterday
>>Song: M - Ayumi Hamasaki
>>
>>November 18, 2003 | Stuff
Nifty stuff first, I got my Kenshin box today ^o^ Weeee~ it's so pretty and I like the slip cases, they're all pretty too. ::stares at box and smiles:: Sooooo nifty ::happy about pretty, nifty box:: My Saiyuki 6 came too. Yay ::keeps smiling::
My mom took the tests, the stuff she had to drink made her kind of sick ^^; ::feels bad:: She's doing good though. Her appt tomorrow with the surgeon got moved up...specialists seem to change or cancel appts alot ^^; guess being specialists they get really busy and stuff...heh ^^;
Kay now my rant here...people should not direct link to my stuff...someone not only had the nerve to use one of my wallpapers as their xenga background...but they direct linked it. With my nifty access logs I have ip addies and stuff now...I'm gonna just start reporting people to their hosts/ect. >_<
Kay I took another quiz:
You are a Samurai.
You have trained the majority of your life. You are honerable, you follow your word. You spare no one once in combat, but that is expected, for your oponent would do the same to you. You use a two-handed katana.
What type of Swordsman are you?
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Tehe, I'm kenshin-like. Nice ^_^ Ok I may write more later, like if I talk to Sou and feel all happy and propelled to write about said happiness, lol. Someone leave me a comment...please ;.;
>>Rosemary
>>Mood: Still pretty happy
>>Song: Last Song - Gackt (his new single ^^)
>>
>>November 17, 2003 | Hmmm...
Let's see, so the appt with the social worker person didn't go bad...she was nice and all, but I think my mom is more stressed now then she was before ^^;; Tomorrow x-rays, wed an appt with the surgeon so after they we'll find out when the biopsy is I guess. Anyway my mom is strong and stuff...and she's handling stuff well and not getting too stressed or nervous. ::proud of her::
I'm kind of on a wallmaking spree here, I made a new one today and remade an old one. Heh. Plus the one I made for Sou last night. Hope he'll like it...and hope he's doing ok and sleeping well and stuff (as usual tis the wee hours of the 18th as I write this, lol). Hope I'll get to talk to him soon.
Speaking of talking to people I got to talk to Lei on the phone tonight. Yay, was nifty to talk to her, heh except we were so much quieter than online. Well heh I tend to be quiet on the phone ^^;; and we were both kind of shy and nervous-like I think. Heh, but was fun anyway to get to talk to her and hear her voice and all. Hope she's sleeping ok as well.
Ok I finally took those quizes Sou has in his blog I kept saying I was gonna take:
Adorable
Which Hisoka are you?
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Ok I retook this three times, and each and every time I got adorable...even after purposely trying to not get it O.o;;; Erm, am I adorable? Hmm, heh I'm silly...possibly cute...I dunno about adorable, I'll have to ask Sou about this next time we talk, tehe. (That is a nifty pic of hisoka though, ne? Wonder if its from a doujin)
Goofy
Which Tsuzuki-san archetype are you?
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Weeee~ Look, just like Sou got ^o^ Though erm I don't think I'm really goofy O.o But then I don't think Sou is really goofy...erm these quizes are odd...O.o; Anyway...yay same results on one...nifty. ::smiles::
Oh and why did I bother doing this comment script thingie...no one wants to leave me comments in my blog anyway ^^;; Now I look like I'm unloved(heh ok I know I'm loved...but perhaps slightly not so popular...I've not said anything worth commenting on?) ^^;;; Heh ^^;;
>>Rosemary
>>Mood: Happyish
>>Song: Hemisphere - Maaya Sakamoto
>>
>>November 16, 2003 | Yay ^__^
I'm sooooooo very very happy right now. I talked to Sou. ^o^ And heh what's even more awesome is I was all upset as I had missed getting to say hi to him earlier ;.; but then he came on again to say hi tonight. ::beams:: I love talking to him, it always makes my day/week/month...tehe you get the point. I made him a wallpaper too...a sexy Hakkai one...oooo just like I promised love ~_^ ::hugs tightly:: Love you ^o^
Ahem...erm let's see, I redid my wallpaper site again. Every wall is now in either 800 or 1024 sizes and I added a crapload of new ones. I'm on a Saiyuki kick I think so expect more of those in the not too distant future. Oh and I'm not doing Friday Five this week...I'll do it next week, but this week with stuff that happened and all I'm don't feel like it.
Later today (as lol like usual its tech Monday the 17th as I write this) mom has her appt with this social worker type person to answer ques and stuff. I'm going with my parents and I'm going with them Wed to speak to the surgeon too...Tuesday she has more exrays and stuff.
Well I'm off to bed now. Tomorrow I'll take the quizes Sou has in his blog ::hugs Sou again::
>>Rosemary
>>Mood: Happy...
>>Song: Blaze 2002 - Mirage of Blaze (Lei found it for me ^_^)
>>
>>November 13, 2003 | ...
Erm that appt today didn't go the way we hoped it would...
I want to talk to Sou...
>>Rosemary
>>Mood: Upset and worried...
>>Song: None...
>>
>>November 12, 2003 | Happy stuff ^o^ and annoying stuff >_<
Ok starting with happy stuff. I talked to Sou yesterday ::squeals and jumps up and down:: Weeeee~ Was so wonderful to get to talk to him. I missed him so much we hadn't talked in 8 days ^^; so was more then great to talk to him. And lol now I miss him again, heh ^^; hope I'll get to talk to him again soon, and I can't wait til he'll be able to be on more and we can talk at least once a day like we used to. My day isn't the same when we don't talk. But back to happy, lol so yeah, was wonderful talking to him, he made me smile and lol, he said he missed me, cause I wanted to hear him say it ::giggles a little and blushes:: Anyway ::still all glowy from talking to him::
Now the annoying thing, the receptionists at the specialist's office are asses. My mom gets there and they had changed her appt, but they never told us, they left a message yesterday on her cel O.o since when do offices not make sure to talk to a person when they change an appt. Plus they acted like she never ever had the appt today making her feel stupid and stuff, and she gets in the car and see the message when she went to call me >_< Gah, the specialist better be smarter then his staff ::sighs:: so she's all disgusted obviously, and well tomorrow she goes back again...::nervous and worried::
Anyway some randomness, Access Logs are the most awesome thing. Why did I not enable them sooner? They're great to catch direct linking and see what's popular and track bandwith. ::huggles the yahoo feature:: This and that snapshot restore which saved my ass the other day has me loving yahoo. Heh, even with the downtime as of late...these features make me want to stay with them.
Ok this is a cool site. I love Lucy Lawless. Her, Peta Wilson, Nicole Kidman and Angelina Jolie are my all time fav actresses ::makes note to join fanlistings for all of the above:: heh anyway so this site is a fansite to her, which I found since the fanlisting for her is hosted at it, and guess what? It has music files, you can hear her singing, nifty, ne? She has an amazing voice, I don't think she's released any albums(at least domestically) but I think she may have sung some of the tracks on the Zena OSTs, but I'm not sure. Anyway, I heard her sing on interviews before and so its nice to have some mp3s of her singing. ^_^
Next bit of randomness is related in that Lawless plays the aunt on the new WB series Tarzan. Its a new series and imo the best new series of the new season, and it may be cancelled already...mid season -_- I was so miffed when I just found this out, grrrr I adore the show, in fact its like the only tv show I'm watching at the moment. ::sobs:: I hope it doesn't get cancelled ::adds that fanlisting to list of ones she needs to join::
Last bit of randomness. I think I'm on a bit of a Harry Potter kick, lol. I've been reading the books as I said, and well I watched the PoA trailer today. You can download it here. Jenna had posted the link in the OS, so I was looking at the site and Weeee~ saw they had the trailer. Looks good. I'm so behind, I've still not watched the second movie ::stares at dvd by her:: Heh, when I finish my thesis revisions I shall have to make my dad do a LotR and Potter movie marathon ::smiles:: My mom would prolly be up for the Potter part, but she's not that much of a LotR fan. Hehe that would take up like a whole day ^^; but would be fun...oooo we could do that and have chinese ::plans it all out:: xD
Oooo and people can leave me comments now...nifty, ne? This should be fun ::worries a little about what Lei may say, hehehe...can't wait til Sou has some time, then he can comment and stuff, though lol of course Sou could leave me messages if he wants here anyway, but a comment thingie should be fun. ^^
>>Rosemary
>>Mood: erm, tis ok
>>Song: Velvet Underworld(New Recording) - Weiss Kruez
>>
>>November 11, 2003 | Heh ^^;
Okay, so I lied maybe ^^;; Well I felt like writing, er more accurately I felt like doing something and weeee look at that I finally got the damn blog link section the way I want it. ::smiles a little:: I'm so proud of myself, lol. I also adding a listening section. Next on the tackling site stuff is to reorganize my cliques page like I keep saying I want to and to change my wallpaper site a bit(plus actually add the walls sitting on my hd ^^;).
Prolly another reason is I'm feeling a little better. Why? Well heh Sou sent me an email before, and erm another when I was being a dumbass and not wanting to bug him, heh, telling me to just tell him why I'm worried and stuff, and well yeah so emailing him about it helped, that's why I email him so much in general if he's not online cause just even emailing him makes me feel better. ::hugs Sou tightly:: Thank you love, heh, you were right getting it off my chest helped. I still want to talk to you though alot, I hope soon you'll be able to spend some time online, I miss you so much ::hugs more...clinging::
So my dad was telling me just now when he was up a sec (btw tis almost 2 am, so it is the 11th and for once I'm using the correct date, heh normally I'd be like its still the 10th in my blog world ;P) that we may go shopping a little tomorrow since my mom is off, it being a holiday and all. We have no money, but ::gasps:: I do. The Avenue sent me a new credit card with a higher spending limit...and it actually has the whole balance available :o Woah, that's a shocker. So yeah maybe I'll get some winterish shoes or something.
I made a cdjapan wishlist the other night, lol. I've been eyeing some jpop cds that will be out in the next few months. Oh and I should take a moment to squeal again over the fact Lei got me the new Maaya Sakamoto cd for christmas ::glomps and huggles her to death:: You're such an awesome friend. Heh, I'm so lucky I have you and Michael (heh and Sou, my special more then friend, but this part goes without saying, ne?) to talk to and be friends with. Heh, I'm feeling emotional I guess, I was crying when I emailed Sou about why I'm worried and stuff, and heh I dunno, no one is online right now, Sou isn't obviously (if he was I'd be talking to him and not posting, lol) and Lei went to bed while I was off being depressed and sulkish, and erm Michael was gone by the time I got back to the computer too(and heh coincidently, I came back to my comp right when I got that second email from Sou ::smiles::)
Anyway back to my point: cdjapan and cds. So if I ever get called to sub again and have money ;.; I plan to place a largish order. I didn't know Ogata Megumi released a new cd in July :o I adore her and so I need need that cd. I also want to get her 4 disc 'best of' set that apparently came out last Dec. ::is sooo out of the loop:: ^^; that would be awesome to own, in fact the first thing I plan to do when I have money is order those two cds. Then Maaya Sakamoto has a new cd coming the end of Dec and since I love her almost as much as I adore Ogata Megumi I must own this as well. Do As Infinity, BoA, Hyde and Every Little Thing also have new cds coming out the next few months so I'd like them as well, cause I love all of them ,lol. And oooo I can't wait till more info is available on the new L'Arc~en~Ciel cd that will be out next year some time. They're my favorite jpop group.
Erm I think that's prolly pretty much it. I plan to start reading more once my god damn never ending thesis is done. ::kills it and plans to burn it in effegy:: I hate it and my advisors -_- Oooo I watched the last few episodes of WHR again today, I had saved them since I love them, and oooo I adore this series so much, I deleted all now but the last as I want to keep rewatching it prolly and it will be awhile till the dvd with it is out. Can't wait to own the whole series. I also have all the PeaceMaker episodes that are out...now to just watch them, lol. ::severiouly out of harddrive space:: ^^; I need to see if I can delete any songs, tis where just about all my space went...hopefully I really will get a cd burner from my aunts for Christmas.
Oh and while I'm rambling, if I can the next anime stuff I wanna try to get is the Weiss box set (Lei adores it and now Sou had told me how nifty it is so I need to see it now, heh...yeah I know, heh ::blushes:: anyway Sou and I have the same taste in anime so I feel no shame buying it cause he said its all nifty and I should see it ::giggles and smiles:: I also want to get the Berserk(the box set preferably) and then work on getting the rest of the CCS dvds and collecting more of the Yu Yu ones since I have the first box now. And speaking of box sets, my Kenshin box didn't ship yet, but it should ship prolly Wed...Yay, can not wait to get it, I plan to marathon the whole series over a few days, Kenshin is sooo rewatchable and yay to getting to watch the Tokyo Arc episodes I've not seen yet. ^o^
>>Rosemary
>>Mood: Getting better...
>>Song: Velvet Underworld - Wiess Kreuz
>>November 10, 2003 | ...
I may not write anything for awhile. I wouldn't even post now, but heh shockingly my site stats tell me that some people out there actually do read this. Heh...but I just don't feel like talking about anything, so yeah...I just want to get to talk to Sou and not have stuff to worry about all the time, heh God doesn't give a shit that I distinctly told him I don't think I can handle more bad stuff...and more bad stuff may be happening I dunno yet, guess I'll find out after Wed...
>>Rosemary
>>Mood: Don't even ask ^^;
>>Song: I have no fucking clue ^^;
>>November 9,2003 | >.>
My bandwith resest today...guess I worried over nothing >_> Erm I don't feel like talking about anything, I'm not in the best of moods. I'm worried about my mom and the tests she has to take, and I want to talk to Sou. ^^; And the god damn fanlisting.org site is still down, ruining any plans I had of distracting myself >_< ::sighs:: I hope he'll be on soon...I miss him...
>>Rosemary
>>November 8, 2003 | Better...Much Better
I got an email from Sou...::relieved:: I'm so glad I know now that everything is ok. I was so worried. I hope he'll be able to be online soon. I miss him so much. Tis good I at least heard from him, but heh I still wanna talk to him ::nods:: The whole week I haven't gotten to talk to him. I don't like it ^^; I miss him and stuff lots. Well hopefully soon we'll talk. And I knew he was prolly missing me, but tis nice to hear him say it ::smiles::
I've reorganised my blog slightly. I may add some more stuff, I dunno. At any rate, I love my blog ::huggles it and the pretty layout Sou made for her:: Maybe Sou will make me a new layout for the holidays, heh I'm so subtle ^^; Also changed my wallpaper and winamp skin ^_^ This Utena wall is sooo pretty ::stares:: *_* and heh I swear this Soujirou skin is like my comfort skin whenever I'm worried or upset I use it. I've been using it off and on all week ^^;
I've updated my domain and other sites as well this week...heh it was a good thing to do to distract myself. I have an affiliate for my domain now. Yay, tis anek, and not only that but I'm a mod at her nifty forum Anime Lodge. I also signed just about all my sites up for the Glitter web directory, and will get Eternal Flame listed there shortly as well.
Speaking of Eternal Flame I now have a newfound respect for yahoo. My plan does data snapshots. Which is a good thing as I somehow screwed up Flame today and lost the main directory page ^^; Luckily I was able to restore it to yesterday's snapshot so all is well. Heh...::hugs yahoo for offering that::
Hmmm what else. Erm I made a new wall today, and its even in sizes ::gasps:: Lol. I shall add it and my other new walls to my wallpaper site shortly. Prolly tomorrow. And grrr the fanlistings.org is still down. ::sighs:: I want it up already, I wanna know if I got anything and join more stuff ::pouts::
>>Rosemary
>>Mood: Relieved
>>Song: Danielle - Maaya Sakamoto
>>November 7, 2003 | Something New
Okay, I'm gonna start doing this friday five thing...it's nifty:
1. What food do you like that most people hate? Brocolli ^^
2. What food do you hate that most people love? Bananas ::makes face::
3. What famous person, whom many people may find attractive, is most unappealing to you? Tom Hanks
4. What famous person, whom many people may find unappealing, do you find
attractive? Erm I can't really think of anyone ^^; But erm I do think Roy Duprie (who was Michael on Le Femme Nikita) is underappreciated ::nods:: He's French, an awesome actor, and very hot...guess he's just not that well known really ^^;
5. What popular trend baffles you? I never got the whole ripped clothing thing. Why pay money for less clothing? O.o I dunno just looks weird to me, heh ^^;
Weeee, wasn't that fun. I'm in a bad mood and stuff so I thought that would be cool and distracting. I did get stuff in the mail though. My T.M. Rev cd, Battle Royale 3(my god, they're naked more then clothed in this volume ^^;;) and Berserk 1, yay, can't wait to start reading that one. ^^ I also played with the side stuff a little here and prolly will tinker and add some more stuff later.
I want The Fanlistings to be back up, I wanna know if I got anything I applied for and I want to join more flings ::sighs:: Also I really want to talk to Sou...or even if I just heard from him and got an update on how things are and stuff...Would make my weekend...I miss him so much...::sighs more::
>>Rosemary
>>Mood: Preoccupied and sadish
>>Song: Invoke - T.M. Revolutiion
>>November 6, 2003 | Beyond Pissed Off
Well I quite by accident find I'm using 94 % of my bandwith, now I always have tons of bandwith (oh and the by accident part is cause you need to go to the main hosting menu on yahoo the chart is apparently off on the webhosting control panel ~_~). So, I'm thinking hmm maybe people are linking my walls, well I decide hmm I should check the fanlistings, and lo and behold, six people were linking codes off Every Sword. >_< I'm so pissed off. I wasted over an hour renaming images and changing coding. And apparently yahoo won't let me upload a .htaccess file. I thought Sou had before for the forum stuff, but maybe you need an ftp account to do it. ::sighs:: I dunno. All I know is I shall prolly have to pay for extra badnwith this month and I do not have money for that -_-
I really really want to talk to Sou too. I've not even gotten an email from him today. Hope everything is ok ::worried:: I really miss hope. I hope we'll get to talk soon, I've not talked to him all week. My week has definately not been the same without talking to him...
I dunno if I'm gonna work more towards reorganising my cliques page, I may, will make stuff easier when I do end up doing a fanlisting collective...if I do one...heh...bleh...my mood is shit and I'm all cranky and stuff...Michael wasn't on at all today...that's weird...Lei wasn't on much either...maybe before the weekend I'll get to talk to Sou a little...that would make me more then happy...
>>Rosemary
>>Mood: Annoyed/Sadish
>>Song: Eden - Yami
>>November 5, 2003 | ...
I really miss Sou. Like alot...and heh I feel selfish cause of that ^^;; I know he's busy and he has much more important stuff he needs to worry about right now...but I can't help missing him...
>>Rosemary
>>Mood: ...
>>Song: Aqua Lovers - T.M. Revolution
>>November 4, 2003 | And its back
Erm so yeah, that new layout didn't last long did it ^^;; I'm not sure why I changed it to begin with. I like this layout and well I'm keeping this one I think until Sou feels like making me a new one.
I did some site stuff. Obviously I once again changed my blog back to this layout, lol, I'll move the few entries back here later. I also revamped my wallpaper site and joined a few fanlistings. I'll prolly join more later, and also shall attempt to get our fanlistings some more affiliates and join some lister site things and that fanlisting webring. ::nods::
Also, erm I know you prolly won't really have time to read this, but erm I'm sorry Sou for being a pest before, and I'll try to not bother you too much and be too much of a pest since I know you have alot on your mind and stuff. ::hugs:: You know I'm thinking about you and all and stuff. Love you.
>>Rosemary
>>Mood: I dunno
>>Song: None
>>November 3, 2003
Erm today has kind of sucked. I still feel like shit and now I have a headache ::is falling apart:: My thesis still isn't finished but that's because attempting to edit it, when its so long and I feel like shit and have a headache is not going well...so I put that to rest for the night. ::nods::
I really really really want to talk to Sou. I'm not sure if he'll be on tonight though. I'm sure he's fine and is just busy but I'm a worry wort. I just want to hear from him, erm well no I want to talk to him, heh if I heard from him I'd stop being worried, but I still want to talk to him...
I think I'll play with my sites or something...this blog layout btw will prolly be gone by the end of the week. It's too black and I'm not gonna be able to stare at how dark it is much longer, plus the one div layer keeps getting screwy and the spacing keeps fucking up and I have no clue why ~_~ My mom said she'd buy me Mirage of Blaze 3, I should go bug her and see if she'll let me order that and the TM Rev cd now...heh...hope I get to talk to Sou...
*~Rosemary~*
~*November 2, 2003*~
Hmmm. I keep posting in my blog after the day I use as the date is over, heh. Anyway my day was ok I guess. We had the All Souls Day mass at church, was sad. I didn't cry though, which surprised me, as I thought I would. My mom was crying though, and I didn't want to upset her more, plus my great aunt was with us and she was really upset too...we looked at christmas trees in Harrows afterwards. We're gonna buy a small one, since we're not really decorating this year since Nanny just died. So just a small tree inside and nothing outsitde. I picked out the one I want, we'll buy it soon prolly.
I came home and was working on my thesis a little. I took a nap and at least my eye is feeling all better today, but I wasn't feeling great otherwise. I've been kind of dizzy and stuff all day and my tummy hurts a little.
I applied for alot of fanlistings today, heh. A number just reopened for applications today and a number where for things I really love so I couldn't help myself. Especially since Sou and I didn't get Tomoe or Yami. In the not too distant future I want to apply for some more Kenshin ones, but I'll need to talk it over with Sou and stuff first. I'm thinking of making a collective for all of our fanlisting sites. Heh lots of people seem to have them, and if I do get any of the ones I applied for I'll now have at least four, so yeah would be a coolish idea I think. I also need to join that fanlistings webring and see if I can get us some more affiliates for Eternal Flame, Every Sword and One Step.
I'm guessing Sou won't be on tonight since its 2 my time. I did get to talk to him for a few minutes this morning, heh, he was upset with me for not being in bed and resting my eye ^^;; It's nice he worries, makes me feel good he cares so much. I wanted to actually get to talk to him though today (lol this morning didn't really count as 'talking' ^^;)well hopefully tomorrow. I miss him...
*~Rosemary~*
~*November 1, 2003*~
I did not feel good today at all >.> In fact I slept almost all day and still felt like complete shit when I woke up. And my eye is still hurting. That can’t be good ^^;
Erm anyway, moving along, heh. I got to talk to Sou tonight ::jumps up and down then hugs Sou:: Weeeee~ < -- still new word ^_^ Hehe. Ahem, anyway, hope Sou is sleeping well ::smiles:: Yay I’m in a good mood. Can’t wait to get to talk to him more…tehe ^o^
Other unrelated random and silly fun. The World Domination plans of mine and Lei’s are progressing nicely. Mwhahahaha, watch out Viginia….us rabid fangirls are scary. So these plans shall involve the Weiss boys I hear...and I'm sure there will be yaoi ::takes notes:: and Weeee, have I mentioned I’m Lei’s official stalker. I mean what fun would it be if she was the only one who got to stalk and tackle…tehe ~_^
*~Rosemary~*