March 27 | *SQUEALS* EHEHE!!! Michael Picture!!! ^o^

*jumps up and down* Picture of Michael!!! I have a picture of Michael!!! Ahem, go here ^___^ Lol, can you believe he's going on about how much better he usually looks and that that is a bad picture? :O Anyway, I need to run here out with my mom, OMG I'm soooo excited right now XDDD MICHAEL PICTURE w00t!!!!!~

Ooooh ehe, yeah I pretty muched finished the side stuff now *points* ^__^ I looooove the little buttons I made ^_^ *stares at picture again then runs off with Mom* ^___^

Rosemary
Mood: Hehe, guess XD
Song: None

March 26 | Tinkering around with stuff

Okay, I got a bug in me, so I'm gonna be tinkering around with my side info section of my blog today. So if stuff gets a bit wanky or anything that's why. ^^; If all goes as planned of course no one will notice anything wrong, just something new ~_^

I'll write more later, I'm in a really good mood for some reason, and I have no clue why, lol, but hey, I'm not gonna complain XD Hehe, it prolly has to do with a number of things, and I'll ramble and stuff later. Thankies to Michael for helping me get out of my depressed funk. *hugs* ^_^ Oh and I'm totally on a Paradise Kiss kick *points to winamp skin* ;P

Rosemary
Mood: Awfully good ^_^
Song: Great Hosanah - Kula Shaker

March 24 | Bleh

I've been kind of depressed the last two days. Well I guess I feel better, it's just I dunno. Lol...kind of obvious from my last entry I was upset, huh? ^^;; I don't really feel like talking about it. I didn't sleep at all the other night and I didn't sleep very well last night either. I was just upset cause of the coversation I had with Sou the other night (and I keep forgetting, so before I forget again, he made a new blog layout that's really cool, I like how he's doing the nifty little icons each post), but yeah, I don't want to talk about it really, at least not in here, heh.

I did get to talk to Michael on the phone a few minutes yesterday morning, which made me feel better, but then he wasn't really on at all the rest of the day. I had been looking fwd to spending time with him and calling him :( He was kind of upset yesterday, I always hate when he's upset, makes me wish I can make him feel better, but I'm not sure I ever manage that really ^^; So...yeah that's prolly why I didn't sleep too well last night. That plus the fact that I'm still sick. ~_~ I had a fever again today too *sighs*

Hopefully I'll get to spend some time with Michael today, and call him maybe, that'll make me feel better I'm sure. I mean I am feeling better, but I still have that tinge of sadness thing and dear god I dunno why I'm phrasing it like that, ehe, that's how Michael said I was for awhile, that I seemed to always have a tinge of sadness. I hate that :/ *shakes self* Well, anyway it'll pass soon, I have lots of stuff that I should be excited about. Erm yeah I should talk about that all.

This is really cool. I'm really excited about this. I'm going to be a trouble checker for A&M: Characters & Items. I was all giddy and shit when I found out. Lol, I should still be all giddy about this and I am, but yeah ^^; I also got some stuff, some even shipped. Manga and what not and most importantly the last .hack dvd (the LE version). I can not wait to see the end of it. The manga I got includes Fake 6, Gravie 5, Saiyuki 1, DN Angel 1 and ParaKiss 2-5. A few other things too I think.

Erm, so yeah I've finally read my copy of ParaKiss I had sitting around my room for ages, it was soooo good. I loved it and wanted to get more immediately. I read that yesterday. I always reread the first Suki gn yesterday (ah Suki 2, I got that as well), since Suki makes me smile, I just really like reading it, so I thought it would be a good thing to read yesterday ^^;

Also next Thursday I have my diocese interview thingie. Yeah got the letter in the mail today. I'm kind of nervous, I always get nervous before this kind of stuff. Hopefully I'll get a job. I have a pretty good interview presence according to people, and my mom is really well known, so hopefully something good will happen and someone will wanna hire me *hopes*

I'll stop rambling now. God I really need to snap out of this sad mood :/ I don't like being sad, I've decided I much prefer happy. I know I get sad sometimes alot, but lately, I'd not been sad very much and I liked that...

Rosemary
Mood: Sad...
Song: Nothing

March 23 | .........

(3:30 am) I. Can't. Believe. He. Did. That. To. Me. :/

Rosemary
Mood: In. Shock.
Song: The sound of crying induced coughing

March 21 | Sick, cranky, and missing Michael

Edit (10 pm): Not only is Michael back, but we talked on the phone for almost an hour ^o^ *bliss*(/edit)

Argh, I am still soooo sick ~_~ This cough is killing me, it keeps setting off my tmj, so I'm in tons of pain and I have a spliting headache, plus I still can't breathe. ;.; My parents got me a new cough medicine today though and that seems to be helping a bit more. I was up all of last night coughing ~_~ Argh *passes out* I feel bad though, my mom is sick now too ^^;; and with chemo and all she's supposed to try and avoid getting sick ^^;;;;

I miss Michael ;.; I hope he'll be on soon. He was spending the day with his dad (hope he had alot of fun ^_^). I'm too used to having talked to him so much this past week. And plus, even when he has school we usually always talk for a little in the morning before he leaves, so lol yeah, I'm not used to going so far into a day and not talking to him yet. ^^; And waaaaah I wanna call him again...I wish I could say more then a word without coughing *sobs* Oh and even though I feel like shit I will keep Michael up tonight for awhile *looks determined* Tomorrow is his last day of vacation and we've not stayed up late talking once the whole week >< ;.;

Rosemary
Mood: Sick and cranky ;.;
Song: The sounds of congestion? ;.;

.~. March 19 | SICK ;___; .~.

Bleh, I feel soooo yucky and icky. I hate being sick. Both my dad and I are sick ~_~ *coughs up a lung* So this will be quick...I just wanted to post a little something so everyone knows I'm still alive. Let me plug my newest fanlisting: Renewed Chaos, the Official Kenshin Kyoto Arc fanlisting!!! *sooo excited over it* And aren't the codes I made pretty? *_* I still have more I need to upload *went kind of overboard* I also have pictures from the christening I'll upload once I feel better. Oh, and I need to mention, Michael makes THE best typos XD

.~. Rosemary .~.
.~. Mood .~. Sick ~_~
.~. Song .~. None...my head hurts and is all stuffed up ;.;

.~. March 14 | Eeep...quick post... .~.

Ok, first off, Friday Five:

1. What was the last song you heard?
Creed - My Sacrifice
2. What were the last two movies you saw?
Kissing Jessica Stein and Save the Last Dance
3. What were the last three things you purchased?
Ceres v.6 and two shirts from Catherines (technically my parents bought me the shirts...)
4. What four things do you need to do this weekend? Get the Kyoto Arc fling online, my godson's christening (like in two hours here ^^;;), get more fanlisting affiliates, and work on a new layout for my wallpaper site.
5. Who are the last five people you talked to?
Michael, my mom, my dad, Lei, and my aunt Anne (not in order).

Okay, so the christening is in a few hours here. Lol...I went to bed after two ^^;;; I just couldn't get to sleep, but then, I never can sleep when I'm in a weird mood. *was in a weird mood all day yesterday* Yeah...so as I said weird mood = not being able to sleep ~_~

I'm really tired...lol lack of sleep and all that. And stressed out. Spending a chunk of the day with my dad's side of the family is not conductive to happy calming thoughts ><;; Oh well...there will be wine there...so I'm sure I'll muddle through it ;P Hehe...seriously though, erm, it's gonna be a long day. I'm talking to Michael though for a sec here, so that helps, and I'll just erm stare off into space and think of him if the thing gets too impossible to bear xD

Forbidden Love, the official Na-chan & Meiko fanlisting is online. ^_^ Also, thanks to Hoshichan who affiliated lost of her fanlistings with my fanlistings. ^^ I have a layout pretty much done for the Kyoto fanlisting, but I'm not sure, I may remake it since I have an idea for what I'd like to do instead, so I may do that. I already know what I want to do for the Eva and Yami layouts. When I'm done with all of these I'm going to apply for a RahXephon fanlisting!! ^__^

Lol...know what else I'll be trying soon? Making a winamp skin ^^; I've been kind of wanting too for awhile, and Michael's been telling me for months I should try it (since I always whine about certain series/characters not being skinned really). Then when checking some skin sites last night, I found a skinenr had made available for download the templates she made and uses when she makes skins. I also have a second template I got off one of my fav skinners' site. I also looked at her tutorial...this won't be easy, but what the heck...if I fail miserably I'll just delete the evidence xP

I need to make a new layout for my wallpaper site. I have no clue what of though. I'll think of something soon. I have more walls to upload too. I can't wait to make some new walls soon. I have all these new pictures I've downloaded the past week and so many pretty new fonts. New brushes too!! S

peaking of walls, I changed mine *points* It was not too easy finding RahX walls...and most have only Reika ~_~ (erm hope I got the name right...girl in the yellow dress, you know). I need to source RahX images so I can make some walls. Eventually I wanna get the Illustration Collection, then I can just scan my own pics ;P Ahem, but anyway, isn't that wall cool? I love that pairing <3

Anyway, I have to go now, my uncle will be here with his son any minute now and then we're off to Church and stuff...then the party ^^;; I'll post pictures this coming week of the party ^^ *points to side* I added the picture section as you can see, and I'll actually get it up with pictures and stuff soon. ^^

.~. Rosemary .~.
.~. Mood .~. Stressed ~_~
.~. Song .~. Too busy for one ^^;;

.~. March 11 | Phone calls, websites, and stuff .~.

You know, I think Thursdays are my favorite days of the week now. Why? Well I get to talk to Michael for quite awhile in the morning, which is alot of fun, and I'm still all happy from talking to him on the phone Tuesday and Wednesday nights. Gotta love my free nights and weekends minutes on my cell phone plan xD. So yeah I talked to Michael a looong time on the phone Tuesday night, around two and half hours, lol. Wednesday we didn't get to talk too long on the phone since his phone was being dumb *hates his phone* And then yeah as I said we talked this morning and also talked on the phone for awhile. ^_^ And so yes, that was my long explination of why I like Thursdays, cause Thursday mornings rock and I'm still on a high from the previous two nights. ^_^

Ok, onto anime/manga/stuff. I finally got that box of manga. Yay! *oogles new manga* My Berserk vol 9 finally shipped from AN today. Yay!!! Can't wait for all the Guts x Caska goodness that is vol. 9 ^__^ I've been watching RahXephon. Lol, I know I'm sooo behind *looks frightenedly at backlog and passes out* ^^; I'm not all that far, only on the second dvd, but that's cause I've been rather busy with other stuff ^^;; I really really like RahXephon. I believe Viz is releasing the first manga vol this month (I think it's a B&N exclusive for awhile? Ohhhh and this reminds me, HanaKimi is apparently a Walden's exclusive for awhile. Argh...my Walden's doesn't have it yet, not that I have money for it anyway, but still ;.;). So yeah, the anime is quite awesome, and I like a number of characters in it. It's too early I think yet for me to pick favorites and pairings I love most...but soon xP

What's keeping me busy? Family stuff which includes making sure everything is all set for the Christening on Sunday. I can't wait for that. Jason is so adoable in his little outfit. I am kind of stressed though as this will involve a whole day with my Dad's side of teh family...and his side of the family is...eh awful for the most part. Lol ^^;; *truly dislikes almost all of them. They all rather selfish, self obsorbed, mean, generally annoying. So yeah...that won't be too thrilling. But I'll get to hang out with my Godson more, and the food will be yummy. The party afterwards is being held at Roma View...mmmmm, chicken areganato. *drools*

I've also been spending alot of time talking to Michael ^^(lol, I know, this isn't a new thing, but it's my favorite time taking up activity ^_^) aaaaand reading the Magus. Oh my gosh is that book cool. And Michael said I've just gotten to the part where things get really good from now on (and weird...oooo). Of course it will also getting really depressing and emotionally wretching apparently, but I just adore the book so far. ^^ I really liked Alison, I felt sooo sad over what happened, and Michael sad something bad happens to her later in the book ;.; Erm apparently bad stuff happens to everyone in the book. Eep ^^;; But yeah I'm loving it, and I've taken to carrying it with me everywhere in case I have some free time to read a bit. Hehe it's driving my parents crazy xD.

I need to mention I love Mark. He is awesome. He restored all of the old Get to Know Me threads that had been moved to the SCA (Spam Control Area) and locked them. I had pmed him about this, asking if since all were being locked, wouldn't it seem fair to restore any moved to SCA and just lock them? So yeah I've been feeling nestalgic and have been reading through my get to know me thread and Michael's. ^^

Ok onto site stuff now. As you've probably noticed (lol or maybe not ^^;;) I played around with the new layout some more. I loooove how this looks now. And the colors are sooo pretty. ^^ I also will be keeping just the most current entry on the main page, so that anyone who found the iframe to be a pain won't have to deal with that. This way people viewing my blog in theory will be happy, and since I like the iframe for entries I'll still be happy too (since my other pages and past entries will still make use of it). Also it makes it easy for me to use the pretty Kaos Iris had made me, which happen to go very well with this new layout's color scheme!

I got approved for the Evangelion: Death & Rebirth Fanlisting! Yay! I already have the layout planned out for that one. Well basically I have all my upcoming fanlisting layouts visualized, but only one (the MB one) is actually made so far, and I've not even coded that yet ^^;; But I'll try to get them all up very very soon. ^^

Lol...since recently I opened a number of new fanlistings and I've made a number of new layouts I backed up my site today. Also, I'll be making a new layout for my wallpaper site soon. Probably as soon as I finish making my four upcoming fanlistings ^_^ I'm really thrilled about all of them. ^o^

My leg is still killing me. >.> I really did a number on it Sunday, then to add insult to injury I wacked it yesterday in the car...that HURT, alot ;.; It's still all swollen...you can't really touch it, walking hurts and not only is it black and blue but a nice sized section (the part that hurts the most) is still all red...yeah...that can't be good ^^;;;; *winces while looking at it* ^^;

Ooooh, before I forget, heh, I must whine about something *mumbles under breath about missing digital camera cords* Waaaaah, the universe is conspiring againts Michael sending me a picture >.< Oh well, it's not my fault I'm impatient having pictures on a digital camera but not being able to find the cable to hook it up to the computer sucks ;.; Lol...it really does, Michael and I are in agreement about the fact that it sucks very much XD *sends subliminal message to said cable* Magically appear!!! NOW!!! XD Ahem. Heh, I guess it's amusing in a 'the universe is cruel and sadistic' kind of way. Haha ^^; Oh well, I'll wokr on being moderately patient, even though I'm quite impatient to get a picture, especially since the ones taken sound all cute and adorable and stuff. Bleh. I'll get a picture soon, though, so yeah...patience *thinks patience* Michael will mail me one soon if all else fails...since erm yeah the likely hood of finding the cord any time soon seems slim ^^;;;

Ooooh and observant people probably noticed I've moved from my Enigma binge onto a Creed binge. I love Creed. Michael does too :o Hehe, we actually do happen to like a number of the same bands, we also have a number of favorite series in common...we just tend to disagree on...well pairings ^^;; but heh, we have some of those in common now too. Not that that stuff matters, since we have more important stuff in common, mmmhmm.

Wow, lol...this entry was so long and rambly. But then aren't most of my blog posts that way? ^^; I'm gonna go watch some more RahX now and then go to sleep so I can get up early. ^^

.~. Rosemary .~.
.~. Mood .~. Happy ^^
.~. Song .~. Lullaby - Creed

.~. March 8 | New Layouts!!! ^__^ .~.

Okay, lol, this should be obvious, but yeah, new blog layout! Firt time I've made myself a blog layout. And it's Tomoe, this happens to be my favorite picture of her and I wrote the two little quote thingies in the two sections. I think it came out nice, I like the colors alot. ^^ It is not very 800x600 friendly though, and to make it friendly for that res I'd have to remake the entire layout ^^;; promise my next one will be more multiple resolutions friendly ^^;;; Anyway, lol, a few pages still need to be fixed (old entries pages ^^;) I'll get that all done by tomorrow. As I was saying though, I like this layout and Michael likes it, he said its his third favorite layout of mine I've made so far. ^^

And ooooo excellant segway here, I made Michael a new layout too. He loves it, which makes me so happy, as I worked on it a long time and was really anxious about what he'd think of it. Hehe, he said he stared at it for ten minutes when he saw it this morning for the first time ^__^. I'm really really pleased with how it came out. I think it's just gorgeous, and I think it's the best layout I've made to date, the colors and everything just came out perfectly and it's such a gorgeous picture of Kaoru. I've also set up commenting for his blog now as well, so everyone leave him a comment too ^^

Continuing on here, I also made a new layout for my domain. I like how that one came out too (I'm on a roll with layouts, I think I'm getting really good at them now, I'm so proud that I can look at one of my layouts and say, yeah this looks good. A number of people keep telling me lately how great my layouts are now, and I'm just really really proud, tehe ^^). It features one of my all time favorite doujin pictures of Haruka x Michiru, I just hope I did the image enough justice. Oh and yeah, heh as you can see, I adore the Scriptina font. ^^;; It's sooo pretty, I can't help using it, and it just seemed to lend itself well to these most recent layouts. ^^

My uncle came down yesterday with his son Jason. He's soooooo adorable. And he's really smart too. What a cutie ^^ His christening is this coming weekend, so they'll be down again. The reason they came down yesterday so we could see if his little outfit needed to be altered or anything, and it's good they did since it was too big and we needed to get him a smaller size ^^;; Hehehe, he adored the remote controlled car we gave him. Lol, he seemed to love all the stuff we gave him. He was soo cute, we had a giant bag filled with toys and stuff (from Christmas) and he opened everyone then proceeded to spend the rest of his visit playing with the two cars. ^^ I have pictures! I have to double check with my uncle first, then I'll post one of them in my pictures section I'm adding to my blog.

Second segway (lol...I'm setting these up well tonight ;P) There's a 3 out of 4 chance I'll get to see a picture of Michael tomorrow *insert excited squealing and jumping around here* That would be sooo cool, I'm being terribly impatient and have been wanting to see a picture, sooooo hopefully if all goes well I'll get to tomorrow ^_^ (lol I told him to take more then one xD). That'll make my week *nods* I'm gonna host his pics for him, so other people that have been dying to see a picture of Michael will get to as well. I get to see a picture first though before anyone else *pulling rank* xP

I got to talk to him on the phone tonight awhile too. Hehe, he's no longer nervous while on the phone with me. ^^ Sadly this seems to mean that I won't hear he the random nervous giggling I found so adorable anymore. Awwwww. But, you know, non nervous Michael = really sexy voice Michael xD Weeee ~_^ (lol...and it's true, he sounded all sexy tonight on the phone, tehe). Ahem, so yeah, I'm sure I'll manage to get him to giggle. Oh and he uses the expresion 'shits and giggles' alot and I got to hear that for the first time on the phone tonight. Oh my, it was sooo cute out loud XD I could go on for awhile rambling about Michael and how cute he is, so I'll end here and head to bed. ^^ Lol...trust me...totally will be a blog post tomorrow if I get to see a picture!!!~ And Oooo, tomorrow is Tuesday which means I'll get to talk to him on the phone for awhile again tomorrow night. Yay! ^_^

.~. Rosemary .~.
.~. Mood .~. Giggly ^^;
.~. Song .~. Stand Here With Me - Creed

.~. March 6 | Friday Five on Sat .~.

What was...

1. ...your first grade teacher's name? Mrs. Sheean
2. ...your favorite Saturday morning cartoon? Erm did Sheera or the Carebears use to be on Saturday mornings? ^^;; Ooooh, My little ponies maybe...that was on Saturdays I think...
3. ...the name of your very first best friend? Tiffany
4. ...your favorite breakfast cereal? Rice Crispies
5. ...your favorite thing to do after school? Uhm *thinks* Going over to friends' houses I guess

Hehe, I've not done F5 in awhile, ne? At the moment nothing else to say really...except that I very much dislike Michael's mother >.>

.~. Rosemary .~.
.~. Mood .~. Tired
.~. Song .~. Nothing

.~. March 5 | This will be short... .~.

Okay, so I did get stuff on Wed. I got three pretty shirts my parents bought me and I bought myself ceres 6. ^_^ Also, this would be the really awesome thing, I talked to Michael on the phone Tuesday night, Wednesday night, and Thursday morning. And all of those times were over an hour, tehe. ^^ Michael is alot of fun to talk with on the phone and I just completely adore his giggle, it's sooooo cute.

My domain is a year old today. Weeeee~ *sings happy birthday* Hehe. I can't wait to see the new layout Sou is making me for it ^_^

Heh...I was so irrationally scared and in a panic last night ^^;; *slaps self* My tmj is really bad too, the dentist Monday argivated it. My gums have stopped hurting at least, but my jaw is killing me *in alot of pain* ~_~

Btw, I actually did a quick entry about the book I'm reading now, the Magus, in my book blog. Wow, actually using my book blog to discuss a book :o Shocking isn't it? ;P Joined some new fanlistings the last few days too...

.~. Rosemary .~.
.~. Mood .~. In physical pain ;.;
.~. Song .~. Freedom Fighter - Creed

.~. March 2 | Obsessed Much? .~.

I've been making image codes for the upcoming Rurouni Kenshin: Kyoto Arc Fanlisting I'll be running (site name pending ^^;;). Hehe, I have 20 made already, and that doesn't even include all of the members of the Juppangatana ^^;; I think it should be obvious at this point to everyone that this fling will have the most codes of any fanliting I've run previously. Why? Well erm I'm an obsessive Kenshin fangirl, that's why ;P Plus the Kyoto Arc rocks, it deserve an awesome fanlisting. I want people to have to just stare at the page because there are so many nifty codes they can't decide which to pick XD

I applied for a few more fanlistings last night. Eva: Death and Rebirth (not sure if this one would be a problem, oh well I'll find out, lol), Yami doujinshi (cause I wanna run an official yami related fanlisting and I love doujinshi, and I have yami ones, you get the point :P), and Marmalade Boy relationship fling for Namura and Meiko. Yay! Hope I get some (or all ^^;) of those ^_^ Hrmmm, I should apply for that pain fanlistings...lol...I keep saying I should and will but I've not yet ^^;;

Ok, so excited, I think I finally have figured out what to make Sou for his gift. I just hope it's not a dumb idea (to me it seems like a nifty idea, but erm everyone knows how I am, so yeah ^^;;) and that he'll like it *nibbles lip nervously* I'm also working on a surprise for Michael (tehe, I found this perfect picture, well two perfect pictues). I also have been tinkering on and off with a new layout for his blog, which will be his bday gift, I just dunno which picture to use yet.

Guess who is gonna be calling someone later today? *grins* ME, hehe. I'm excited, I'm gonna get to call Michael tonight. I didn't get to last week, and I really wanna get to talk to him on the phone again so I'm all excited and happy about this. ^o^

Hrmmm, what else. I'm really excited about my new domain layout. Can't wait for it. Sou always makes such awesome layouts, so I know it will be great. I should make a new layout for my wallpaper site, erm well I need to get the Kenshin and Sailor Moon pages back online first ^^;; Which reminds me, I wanna get affiliates for some of my newer fanlistings, I should work on that soon.

Just about done rambling here. I bought some stuff yesterday ^^ I got two chanel nail polishes. One is for the christening and one is this pretty color that looks alot like a polish I've run out of and isn't made anymore. Hehe, I love chanel makeup. I also got Lolita Lempika Body Creme! I adore that fragrance. I have almost her whole line now. I just need to get the Eau de Toilette (the Macy's we were in only had one and it was opened >.> but the sales lady took my number and said she'll call when they get more in ^^). Anyway Lolita Lempika is a sexy orientalish scent and the packaging/bottles are just gorgeous. I've had the shower gel, but not the body creme, so I was excited to get that.

Ok well, I'm gonna go off and eat my English Muffin I made and watch some more RahXephon. Tomorrow I'm going with my mom and dad to her treatment again, then she's gonna go shopping for an outfit for the christening (oooo maybe they'll buy me something xD) and then we're gonna have dinner out in the Jewish Deli that's by Catherine's (the clothes store we'll be in). Heh, there's a Barnes & Nobles right there too...I do have some money on my MC. Maybe my mom will let me pop in and buy a manga. I'll try to blog tomorrow night and say if I got anything and gush over the phone call with Michael.

.~. Rosemary .~.
.~. Mood .~. Giddy ^_^
.~. Song .~. Pretty Baby - Joan Osborne