~*December 24, 2003 | Yay!~*

Yay, today went well. Ok it had some rough patches but all in all it was cool. ^_^ Let's see, well I'm really happy, this afternoon I got both my parents gifts. ::was all crafty like:: My dad and I got my mom this gorgeous bigish precious moments angel ^__^ She loves it. I wanted to get my mom an angel and had the hardest time finding a pretty one, so glad to find this one today. Then, tehe, my dad, while there fell in love with this carved musical precious moments angel so my mom and I went back to the store later on to get it for him. He adores his gift too ^_^

Kay, guess what my parents got me ::jumps up and down:: PS2 ::squeals:: They gave it to me last night, that, a memory card, FF-X2 and a blue dual analog controller *_* I have PS2 now!!~ Then, my aunts had wrapped some of the anime they bought me and it was Last Exile x/LE box (the figure is soooo cool), Infinite Ryvuis LE Box (awesome pencil boards), Mirage 4 and Yu Yu 19. ^^ I also got money for them and my great aunt. ^__^

My uncle sent me an amazon gift certificate and I bought with it: Chicago soundtrack (for my dad ^_^), Revis: Breathing Space, and manga: Inu 7-8, X 7-8, .hack//legend 2, gravie 3, and demon dairy 4 ^___^. Friday my parents and I are gonna go shopping and I'll buy some games with some of my Christmas money. I wanna get the first .hack game and also FF-X (to go w/FF-X2 my parents got me ^^). Also I'm gonna try and pick up Haibane Renmei 3 while at it.

My mom is soooo adorable, tehe, she asked he class what was the best game platform to buy me, she was liek I was sure though you had said you wanted PS2 ^__^ I can't believe they got it for me, they got me some pretty outfits too, tehe, and lol she was like I didn't know what game to get but teh store person said this one is the most wanted. ::loves parents to death:: ^^ Oooo and, my two Kenshin doujin are all paid for now, along with my Yami manga so both should be shipping soon ::dances:: Tehe, I'm soooo happy.

This is the coolest thing though, when I came online to get the gift certificate I had an email waiting for me from Sou ::jumps up and down while beaming and dancing:: TEHE!! ^o^ So I got to talk to him before Christmas and I got an email today wishing me a Merry (tehe and happy) Christmas ::squeals:: Oh WOW...soooooo happy and excited....

Merry Christmas everyone(Tehe I already sent Sou two emails wishing him a Merry Christmas, tehe ::hugs and kisses him:: ^_^ You seriously made my Christmas talking to you AND the email were the best gifts ever ^o^)

*~Rosemary~*

~*December 23, 2003 | ::giddy:: Wishes ^o^~*

Kay I take it back...what I said the other night about wishses being things people know will never happen. I got my Christmas wish ::smiles:: I got to talk to Sou, and for like two hours too ::smiles:: Was the best Christmas gift. He made me very happy and he's made my Christmas ::smiles more:: (its a bit after two in the am btw ::nods:: wanted to post this before I head to bed, tehe).

Anyway, I really didn't think I'd get to talk to him before Christmas, almost couldn't believe it that he was on. Heh. And I got to find out what he'll be doing for Christmas and stuff. I'd been wondering. We both talked about Christmas traditions and all that. And lol, next time I'll be the mean one, even though...perhaps your 'evil/mean' laugh is more cute then mean ~_^

Tehe...so off to bed with me now...I'll be all smiley now, and happy on Christmas...after all...tis the gift I wanted most...to get to talk to Sou. ::beams::

Merry Christmas to everyone in case I can't post again til after...I'll be busy helping my parents and getting stuff all ready...tomorrow(er later today, heh) shall be a long and busy day with my mom and stuff, but should be fun. ^^ Everyone have a happy and healthy Christmas...hope everyone gets their Christmas wishes granted ^_^.

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* Happy/excited/giddy
*~Song~* Ourselves - Ayumi Hamasaki

~*December 21, 2003 | Little of this...Little of that*~

So...my two John Mayer cds and Mars gn shipped. That was fast ^^ Yayness. Can not wait to get the cds. ^_^ I was thinking I have a best buy rewards certificate. I think I'll either get a Revis or DJ Rap cd. ::ponders:: anyway, yesterday our Chicago dvd came ^o^ We watched it and stuff, so good I know I'll rewatch this a bazillion times. My fav songs are the Prison Block Tango and the last song. ^^ But all of them are very cool.

I didn't really like the mini Pirate Arc in Kenshin. It was ok, and Shura(sp?) was cool and all, but eh I dunno, lol I think the Meiji mini arcs are better and people always whine about how bad they are xP I watched the new .hack dvd today too. March is soooo far away ;.; But I figured it out and by Feb CN will be up to eps past what's on the fifth dvd...but still I wanna see the end now ::pouts::

Next few days will be busy, cleaning...cooking...last minute food shoping, lol. I know it's silly, but I know I'm gonna be kind of sad...I wanted to get to talk to Sou before Christmas, and I'm sure it's not gonna happen. And I'm not sure what my aunts/great aunt will be like on C.Eve and C. day ^^;; and then without Nanny...I dunno its just gonna be tough...and as I said, not talking to Sou makes me sad, its been like 11 days now since I last talked to him, and I've not talked to him for more then a few minutes in a long while, heh ^^; I miss him so much...::sighs:: not that there is anything I can do about it, and as I said I'm sure being sad over the fact that I haven't talked to him and I won't get to talk to him til after the holidays is silly...but I can't help it...and heh I've reread the email from the other night so many times if it was on paper it'd be all warn ^^; but then I always reread emails from Sou...

I'm glad I'll still get to talk to Lei ^^;; for awhile there today I thought I wouldn't...and I was upset. Heh I don't want to keep not getting to talk to people I love. It makes me sad, spending time talking with the people I love and care about makes me happy...makes my day...puts a smile on my face...as it is, it hurts and makes me sad not talking to Sou much anymore...then if I didn't get to talk to Lei either...I'm kind of used to friends and stuff either getting tired of me or just slowly fading from my life...but I don't like it and it expecially is troubling to think about since the people I care about now I care more about then I think any friends I've had before really...so...if or when they're not in my life anymore...I just know my life will be missing something...so will my heart...

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* Sadly reflective
*~Song~* Sound of my own thoughts? ^^;

~*December 20, 2003 | f5 on Sat and other stuff*~

Kay, so since I forgot yesterday:

1. List your five favorite beverages. Coke, Raspberry Snapple, All other Ice Teas ;P, Danon Water (yes has to be Danon, which I prolly spelt wrong ^^;;;), and Pink Lemonade.
2. List your five favorite websites. Sakabatou/Zanbatou, TFL.org, Arashi no Umi, Happy Phantom and Let it Burn
3. List your five favorite snack foods. Sour Creme and Onion Utz(I prolly spelt this wrong too ^^;;) potatoe chips, pretzels, other potatoe chips, erm ::thinks:: cheese doodles, and popcorn.
4. List your five favorite board and/or card games. Poker, Solitare, Monopoly and erm that would be it ^^;
5. List your five favorite computer and/or game system games. Dead or Alive, Parasite Eve, FFVII, Xenogears, and Metal Gear Solid.

So...let's see ::sooo tired:: its 8:22 am, wtf am I up? Erm well I needed to call Barnes and Nobles at 7, lol. And erm I never went to bed last night ~_~ Well I had taken a nap at like 4 and slept for almost 5 hours since I was dead tired ::had really really long last few days:: ^^;;; but yeah...then I helped my dad get all set up this morning and now here I am...blogging ^^; heh.

Ah why'd I need to call b&n? Cause my mom got a gift card and let me have it ^__^ I got Mars 15 and John Mayer's cds: Any Given Thursday and Inside Wants Out. Now I have all his cds. Yay! And they had free express shipping so it will be here by Christmas I think ^_^ Was so nice of my mom to let me use her gift card she got. ::smiles::

I made Mike a new layout per his request. It's kind of plain ^^; but I like it I think. Hope he will like it. Lol he's so cute, he wasn't gonna ask me to make a new layout cause it would be too much trouble. Hehehe, why does everyone say he's cute? Cause he is cute ^.^ Hehehe, he really is ::nods:: And I'm glad he's gotten to talk to Ashlee quite a bit lately. ^_^

Random and unrelated, I changed my winamp and wall. Two nifty and gorgeous new ones by Ines. I looooove her skins and this wall is more then awesome. My current StyleXP theme is blue too XD

I'm still so happy Sou loves his new layout. ::misses misses misses him:: ;.; I can't wait til I get to talk to him ;.; it's been 10 days and counting now ::sighs:: BUT I did get that email from him last night that made me sooooo happy. And he was all huggy in it ^o^ ::likes huggy:: tehe ::is currently working on holidayish wall for him::

And this is what I should have started my post out with, heh, but Sou and I know each other nine months as of today. Tis quite awhile...Erm did I mention I miss him? ::looks around::

Kay off to get some sleep now...

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* ...tired
*~Song~* Omega Vibes - Ta fota

~*December 19, 2003 | Tehe...*~

Heh...the last two days have been sooo long and stressful ^^;; I had a really really bad morning, but I'm feeling better now. I still have a headache though and am really tired (heh I took like a 4 and 1/2 hour nap too ^^;;). Anyway, this will be longish I think. ::is happy::

Why? I got an email from Sou ^____^ He likes his new layout ::jumps up and down:: and the icons I made him. ^o^ I miss him so much still, but getting the email made me sooooo happy and I know he'll be on as soon as he can. ::sends him hugs and kisses::

I need to apolagise to Lei. She's prolly worried ^^; erm you can disregard that little message I sent this morning ^^;; I was in a bad mental place when I sent it and what prompted me too has been resolved since then. I'll explain it to you when I see you online, k? ^^;;

I got tons of dvds today. My aunt has had a package from DDD sitting at her house for a few days now and felt no need to tell me. Good thing I asked my mom to call and just check -_- I need to check next week two since a package is on its way to her, the other one hasn't shipped yet I don't think. She'll prolly yell at the other two boxes and the amounts, heh, but I'm used to getting yelled at...I'll pay it all back eventually ::shrugs::

So what'd I get? Well I have Yu Yu up to 18 now, CCS is finished ^_^, I have the first Utena dvd (the second one and the apoclypse box are on backorder once they ship that series will be complete for me), erm and some other things like the second Ceres box (first is on backorder) and also the FY Eikoden LE box. I adore the pencil boards with that and CCS 4 and the second movie have pencil boards too!!!~ I really need to scan my boards I may do that tonight I have tons of new ones

Oh, heh I've been bad, I got myself some Christmas gifts from me to me for Christmas ^^;; Erm let's see, three things, ok well like four ^^;; A Kenshin x Tomoe (w/enishi) doujin shitajiki, the Yami manga (1-11, heh), a K x T doujin(I never saw this one before its cool, the seller has one more kenshin doujin I wanna try to win which is over in a few days) and then I found someone that has my last two htf Kenshin wishlist shitajikis so I got them. Everything should be too me soon, its all paid for, just need to pay for the doujin, but am waiting to see if I win the second one, lol.

And ::squeels:: Happy Phanton is updated...with four new skins and a new layout!!!! The new Lodoss skin rocks! ^__^

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* tired but kind of happy
*~Song~* Holy Night - Porno Graffitti

~*December 18, 2003 | >_<*~

Everything's my fault. Yup ::nods:: Just ask my dad...

What would Rosemary like for Christmas? Hrmmm...let's see...to not get yelled at on Christmas Eve or Christmas Day (unlikely...since as previously noted...everything is my fault...so surely something will happen...which would be my fault and I'd get yelled at for it)...and what else...ah, Rosemary's number one Christmas wish...to get to talk to Sou...and since its a wish...to talk to him for a number of hours straight (probability=slim to none). Well...wishes are supposed to be stuff that one knows will never happen right?

Well on the upside...I finally got Sou's new layout all done. I actually like it, I worked really hard on it...I think its kind of nifty...its yami and stuff...hope he'll like it...

I'm so more then upset right now...

Today has been the fucking worse day. The morning sucked, I had to go out with my dad to pay some stuff for my mom, and of course I'm apparnetly fucking invisible since people kept walking into me. God damn it, how hard is it to not walk into someone >_< Then we couldn't find anything for my mom, I only have money on my Macy's card and they had nothing, and what I want to get her I don't have money for ::sighs::

And then I've been online like almost two hours now, since I got home. And I checked Sou's blog cause I always do that when I get on, and nothing. Yet I just got an email a few minutes ago he was on and he's like you're not here. But god fucking damn it...I've been here >_< And now his blog has a post so he had to have been on when I was ::screams:: And I did not like the phrasing of the damn email. Gah, I was here...::throws things::

I'm just so upset. It's been a week since I talked to him to or heard from him. I just want to get to talk to him and I read your blog...but I may not be anyone...I dunno...heh...I'm gonna go off and cry now...GAH >_< FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK >_< ::throws more stuff:: >_<

*~Rosemary~*

~*December 17, 2003 | LJ*~

I have such a cool and nifty Secret Santa ^_^ I made a page to show off stuff from from my SS. Lookie. Teheh Kenshin ::looooves first gift::

It's been raining all day ::makes face:: At least I finally got some sleep...even if it was at like 11 am ^^;;;

Ah I forgot, I have a LiveJournal now. ^_^ (btw tis now 4:36 am ^^;;;) I mainly wanted one so I could comment in some LJs I read. I'll prolly post quiz results and that kind of stuff in it. Isn't the Hisoka icon I made for it nifty? ^^ I'll post actual stuff for the 17th later on...after I've actually gotten some sleep ^^;;;

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* Still Weird...
*~Song~* None..

~*December 16, 2003 | Bleh...*~

I've been in such a weird mood tonight. Lol...which prolly has something to with the coversation about fucking with people's minds I had. Either that or the mood explains said conversation, lol. I dunno, prolly my mood is cause I hate seeing my mom upset and stuff ::frowns:: Anyway was a fun convsersation xD but all conversations with my kawaii hentai are fun XD

So...erm...hrmmmm...I really should get motivated and scan my shitajiki I have lots to scan. And they're pretty pretty ones ::makes self list:: Lol, yeah right, I'm one of those people that don't do lists...even if I attempted to, I'd forget the list or disregard everything on it. Hehehe.

Ah, I made my first gift for my Secret Santa person today ^_^ I've never made stuff with pictures of actual people before, just anime stuff, heh...so hope it came out ok and that she likes it ^^; And erm based on my comments I think perhaps there is some confusion with who has me? O.o As long as I get stuff, I'll be a happy camper ::smiles at whoever secret santa person is::

Erm what else, oh yeah not getting to talk to Sou for long stretches of days/a whole week sucks. I'm not going to be getting used to it. I miss him. I hope I get to talk to him before Christmas. I made him some Tatsumi icons for msn ^_^ I prolly should have emailed em to him, but I wanna give it to him when he's on...

Oh and yeah as usual its 3:10 am...lol...why blog under the actually correct date ::giggles a little:: Ah and that reminds me, ok I was bad...I did apply for two more fanlistings, in Misc, and I had too, cause anyone that knows me would agree I'd be perfect to run them. Giggling and Blushing. Now come on, would I be the ideal webmistress for those two flings or what? ^o^

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* Weird...
*~Song~* All the Things She Said - Tatu

~*December 15, 2003 | ^_^*~

Today has been a pretty good day (even if I went to bed at like 7 this morning ^^;;). You know someone called my cel at like 6 am...it was a wrong number -_- Lucky for them I was still up...I'd have been more the pissed. Anyway moving on to the cool stuff

My secret santa left me a comment ::points to yesterday's entry:: ^_^ Yay, hehe...this is gonna be sooo much fun ::all excited:: My secret santa sounds all nice. I started to do things for my secret santa today as well. ::fun fun::

Other cool stuff, I got new kenshin shitajiki in the mail today. The prize in the set is the Kenshin/Enishi/Tomoe one, yay. I've been wanting that one for so long. I have tons of shitajiki I need to scan for my anime site.

I added a gifts page. Stuff from Sou got its own page (links on the main gift page). That's pretty much it, I'm tired...I need to actually sleep tonight ^^;; heh ^^;;; Hope I get to talk to Sou this week...I miss him...

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* tired...still
*~Song~* None O.o

~*Decmeber 14, 2003 | Hrmmm*~

I'm blogging early, its not even 11 am yet, heh. It's snowing and stuff ::looks out window at pretty snow ^_^ My mom had a mamography today...at 8 am, heh...thus the being up early thing, lol. I'm going back to bed to sleep for awhile I think ::tired:: Just felt like blogging a little for some reason...I dunno why.

::tilts head::...It must be really nice to be the most important person in the world to someone...

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* tired
*~Song~* nothing

~*Decmeber 13, 2003 | Hehehe*~

It's actually the 14th...no shock I always blog late into the next night, ne? Tehe. I'm in a good mood. My mom was doing really well today, she talked to her regular doctor and he made her feel so much better. She was smiling and all calm and relaxed. ::smiles::

I'm tired and heading back to bed here (I was sleeping for awhile but woke up, heh ^^;). I joined another secret santa thingie, this time its a fun make graphics/leave nice anoymous comments kind of one from tfl.org forum. Looks like tons of fun and its such a nifty thing to do and get in the spirit...heh, I'm trying really hard to get into the spirit this year...but it doesn't feel like Christmas...but with the stuff with my mom...and no Nanny this year...it's easier to not think about that stuff and instead try to think Christmasy thoughts...not sure how well that's going. I always suck at not thinking. Ack well. Hope I get to talk to Sou a little this week (ok I hope to talk to him more then a little, but lol at least a little, heh).

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* Good
*~Song~* Eep what's with my lack of music lately >.>

~*December 12, 2003 | f5 and stuff*~

Kay, first off, friday five:

1. Do you enjoy the cold weather and snow for the holidays? I prefer cold over hot and I love snow on christmas eve or christmas day...makes it so festive ^^
2. What is your ideal holiday celebration? How, where, with whom would you celebrate to make things perfect? Heh...this could so have two answers. Anyway my idea holiday is spending it with my family. We also have chirstmas and chirstmas eve at our house. Tis a traditional Italian Christmas eve with fish, then the fast is broken at midnight with sausage. We eat, then open gifts, then desert. ^_^ (tehe my other one is a secret...and would never happen, but if its an ideal one...)
3. Do you do have any holiday traditions? ::points to above answer:: Also christmas day, we have veal and chicken parmagain and watch a movie after, and if like my uncle comes in from out of state we exchange those gifts. More desert after the above ^_^
4. Do you do anything to help the needy? ::nods:: Every year I do the gifts for children thing my parish has (my high school and college used to have it too, so I've been doing it for years), where you take a star with a child's name from teh tree and buy them presents ^_^
5. What one gift would you like for yourself? I want my mom to feel better and start sleeping at night and stuff again. I kind of have a selfish gift I'd like too though, heh I'd love to get to talk to Sou for awhile. Would be an amazing Christmas gift to get to talk to him for several hours all at once. Heh ::smiles::

Let's see, erm...I hope Sou feels better soon ^^;; Got an email...he wasn't feeling good ::hopes he's sleeping well:: :/ Hope my mom sleeps all night tonight ^^; erm...hope Lei's site is working again tomorrow...and she's sleeping well, she went to bed early...was tired and stuff. I'm glad Michael came back online, I was wanting to get to talk to someone. He got to talk to Ashlee today! ::so happy for him:: I'm off to bed now ::tired and stuff:: Hehe...btw...I have some nifty Ai Yori scans now, tehe...::has plans to make fanservicey wallpapers for wall site:: ;P Mwhahahaha...fear my upcoming sexah walls ~_^

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* getting better...
*~Song~* 30 Minutes - Tatu ::adores song::

~*December 11, 2003 | ...*~

It's actually the 12th...to be exact its 3 am on the 12th but eh I decided to do it under the 11th in case I wanna do friday five later today. So...erm my mom does have cancer...she starts chemo on Jan 5 and erm I think that's all I feel like saying about that...oh her specialist...has the most incompetant staff known to man...and they're rude and insulting. He better be a god damn good doctor (he is so...::sighs a little::)...just hope my mom can start sleeping through the night and stuff ::frowns::

My uncle called from Cambodia tonight. He should be back in DC Tuesday or Wednesday. My dad was saying maybe we'll drive down to DC over my mom's Christmas break, since once she starts the chemo we prolly couldn't til its done. It's six months...a week a month with blood tests every week. We don't know the exact treatment scheduale yet since they don't have the results from the biopsy but the bone marrow typed it and all. Biopsy will just fine tune it (per the specialist).

Two new sites up. I am on a roll, heh. Erm Lei is hosting and also made the layout for a book blog for me ^_^ Tis called, Enchanted Ever After. Tehe, thought that was a fitting name. I'm getting better at naming stuff, lol. The layout Lei made me is sooo pretty ^__^ And wee I love that pic ::sent her that pic cause its so nifty:: This blog is all inspired by the, A Year of Books clique I stumbled onto a few months back through Hoshi-chan's site. I've always adored reading so I thought this would be a nifty idea.

Other site is Coincidence, a fanlisting for Takamiya Katsura x Sakashita Izumi from Love Mode. Speaking of fanlistings, I applied for some more. Since I was turned down for all my anime/manga ones; In a few different catagories actually. I've had apps in for two books since before the site crash but that catagory apparently is very slow update wise. Also applied for two of my most favorite things, Snapple Rasberry Ice Tea and Smashbox Lipgloss. Tehe.

The one I really really really hope I get that I applied for is for though, is the song Unusual Way. That song is so more then special to me, and I have toyed with the thought of trying for a fanlisting for it before and mentioned it to Sou even I think too. If I get it I know it would be my favorite fanlisting of the ones I run. I just really really want to run a ranlisting for a song that is so special and means so much to me. I'm sure Sou will think it a nifty idea too.

Guess that's it. I kind of rambled...I wasn't gonna post, but then I wanted to, and lol I wanted to show off the two new sites. Wonder if I'll get to talk to Sou this weekend. Hmm, prolly not...he's gonna be busy...maybe next week though...I had wanted to get to talk to him tonight, but I figured it wasn't likely...I'm glad I got to talk to him a little yesterday...

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* ...
*~Song~* none...

~*Decemeber 10, 2003 | *Heh...*~

Erm...thanks again for coming on ::cuddles against Sou:: As usual you made me feel better ::smiles:: and yeah...heh ::silly silly:: I'm working on not being so silly...

New site, got this all set up last night...still need to finish some pages, but its basically done, The Flames of Addiction. It's my fanlisting collection...I had the layout...so thought to finally do the fanlisting collective I had been wanting to make. I also made codes for the Love Mode fling last night...hopefully I'll have it online by the weekend.

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* ...
*~Song~* none...

~*December 9, 2003 | Yayness...Christmas...stuff*~

Heh...I really hate people sometimes...

*~Rosemary~*

In other news, lol, I added a Christmas section ::points:: Why? Well not only do I have my nifty blog tree, but I'm now also a secret santa. Tehe, looked like sooo much fun and I found out about it from Shizu Bara. Thought it would be a fun thing to join, so I did. ^^ ::remembers how much fun secret santa is:: Heh. Oooh and I mentioned my nifty and sexy Christmas Aoi wall, but I also have an adorable Christmas Yami winamp skin, which has the same pic that's in the holiday layout I made for Sou.

Erm that's it...I shall once again attempt sleep ;.; I'll write more later...

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* Wanting to be able to sleep ;.;
*~Song~* Still none...

~*December 8, 2003 | tired...*~

Heh...I need to stop being dumb...It's a bad habit of mine. I let things hurt me that I prolly shouldn't. I'm sure I'm just being silly...plus lack of sleep prolly isn't helping. Erm...I'm hoping tomorrow is a bit of a better day then today was...nerve wise...and hurt wise, ect, heh. I'm anxous for Thursday...I wanna know if everything is ok and stuff...I also am wanting to talk to Sou really bad at the moment...hope he has a good week and stuff...

Got more emails tonight from the the fanlistings site, heh I got turned down for almost every single fanlisting I applied for in the anime and manga catagory the last two months...heh...oh well...at least I have my Love Mode one...I have an idea for the layout and will get started on that this week...

*~Rosemary~*

I am sooo tired. This shall be short...just that my mom is ok and stuff, it went well, she's tired and sore, but yeah she's fine. We don't know any results yet though...we'll find out on Thursday I guess...I'm prolly gonna go to bed now...::soooo tired::...I dunno I prolly will make up at liek 2 or 3 and be wide awake the rest of the night, lol. I should start working on the layouts I need to make...and I have this great yami pic I wanna use to make Sou a wall ^_^ Ooo, check out my current wall...tis all festive...sexy and cute Aoi from Ai Yori Aoshi. I have another christmas one with her all dressed up as santa too. ^^

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* tired...
*~Song~* none...

~*December 7, 2003 | Nerves ::nibbles lip::*~

Oops, completely forgot, I want to plug some stuff, first I've updated my Anime Corner site, then Sarah has a new nifty layout...yay..tis blue ^_^ and its sexy and Hanakimi..oooo...also, yay I have mp3s of Gackt's new cd now xD thanks to Ippy, heh I stumbled onto his blog awhile back through someone else's blog I visit sometimes and he had Maaya Sakamoto's new cd. And he makes such advanced layouts *_* his new one is so nifty ::loves blue, purple and pink ccs skin choices:: And this reminds me how many cds I want to buy from cdjapan ;.; ::stares longingly at Ogata Megumi cd set ;.;

Ok, I'm done now. ^_^

*~Rosemary~*

I'm really worried about tomorrow...I worry too much ^^;; The plan was to go to bed early...but I dunno if that will happen, I'm wide awake right now and stuff, and its almost 11...oh well...the pizza was yummy ^__^ Tomorrow will be a long day...erm...maybe I'll work on a layout for Sou now...

Ah before I forget ::points:: I adopted a Christmas Tree from the tree lot last night, tehe...isn't that adorable...now my blog is all festive xD Also...lookie at what my mom got me ^_^ Yay, I've not gotten any new makeup stuff in a long time and I love their lip glosses ^__^

Oh I took this quiz...which I've taken a few times last time which was months and months ago I got both, which I like...as well its Tsuzuki and both is more fun...same thing gets boring after awhile ~_^

Are you a Seme or Uke?

I retook it today and got this:

Are you a Seme or Uke?

::reads::...Heh...no comment on this one ^^;;

Kay, well I'm off...I'm either gonna delete some more winamp skins and wallpapers or work on a wallpaper/layout for Sou...or maybe watch some anime...eh I dunno...::nervous and fidgity:: And Lei's not been on all day ;.; ::wants to talk to Sou and Lei...sobs:: Maybe I'll get to talk to Sou this week after all, would be really really nice if I do...prolly not...but maybe...either way I'll send lots of emails to him and stuff...

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* Nervous and worried
*~Song~* Beautiful Alone - Weiss Kreuz

~*December 6, 2003 | YAY! YAY! YAY! ^o^*~

Today was such a nifty day ::smiles:: So I ended up not really going to bed...but I got the damn thesis printed then had breakfast with my mom and stuff, yay! It's nice having breakfast with her...then I went to sleep around 8 am, heh ^^;; The day was just really nice...we had yummy Turkey pot pie for dinner...its all nice and wintery since we got about 13 ins of snow...perfect weather for cuddling under a cozy blankie ^^

I hung out with my parents most of the night as well...we watched tv and stuff...had the fireplace on and the little mini tree lit up. ^_^ Tomorrow my dad is making homemade pizza for lunch~!! Yummy! ::grins:: I can't wait for that.

Hehehe...Lei and I sent each other some pics...I stumbled across a disc I had with some of my grad pics and pics of Hope and stuff...I had sent them to Sou over the summer and didn't know I still had most of the scans on a disk. So yeah she wanted to see a few pics of me and of Hope and I showed her the pic of my parents and I from my Alpha Sigma Nu induction ceremony. I love that picture. I think its like my favorite, heh.

The graduation pictures made me kind of sad...I really wish I had taken some with my Nanny...but we were gonna take pictures when we got home from my graduation...

Only one I didn't find, and well I'd not be sharing it really with anyone else really as I don't think I look so great in it >.> is this nifty one I had to scan for Sou from my graduation...tehe, I was beaming it it...literally beaming...and I never get that excited usually...very few things ever make me that happy...::smiles:: Heh I was so happy that day...it's funny how one day can be one of the happiest and saddest days of your life...all in the span of a few short hours...

Erm, heh ^^; I'm getting my self depressed, none of that, I've been so happy this week for the most part and I wanna stay that way. I'm so excited I got to talk to Sou so much this week, yay! No wonder I'm all happy ^__^

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* Happy over my nice day ^_^
*~Song~* Forces - Berserk

I'm soooo happy...tehe...guess who I just got to talk to? Sou!!!~ Tis erm...close to 4 am...and yeah...Sou was just on for a few ::smiles big:: Tehe...so ok...he wanted to know exactly how much I spent >.> But no matter...I don't care why he popped on msn...just that he did and we got to talk for a little ::all giddy::

Tehe...tis late...and we talked...hehe...so nifty...Yay!!!! I'm really really excited over this, heh...I wasn't expecting to talk to him for awhile...as he prolly won't be on this coming week...and I dunno about next week...then it's Christmas...made my day I got to talk to him just now ::beams::

Maybe he'll be able to be on a little this coming week and I'll get to talk to him...ooooo would make me soooo happy ::loves talking to him:: Tehe...just getting to talk to him for ever like a minute makes my day...but so yeah...yay...I talked to him...and tehe two days in a row ::beams more:: Oh wow...can I get any happier? ::skips off...beaming::

Hehe...erm...this kind of reaction is prolly why Thomas told me the other day I'm like a big kid...tehe ^^;; ::gets really really happy over little things:: Hehe ^^;; It's a cute quality I'm sure...Thomas said he liked the big kid thing about me ^^;; and Sou I'm sure find the fact little things can make me so happy adorable.

But come on...getting to talk to Sou just now...and like late...isn't a little thing...especially since I thought it would be awhile til I spoke to him again...so Weeeee~ ::so happy:: Hope he's sleeping well...and he has work early too...hope he can get up and isn't too tired and stuff ::sends him hugs and kisses::

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* Way too excited and happy ^o^
*~Song~* Amethyst Remembrance - Yami

~*December 5, 2003 | ^___^*~

Wow...I spent too much...my aunt let me get some anime from DDD while they had the 20% off coupon sale. It ended today...and erm most of what I got was backordered...which I think kind of explains the overbuying...I'd never have gotten so much if it was all in stock. Oi...::pails and hides:: I sooo lost my mind...I got too much...but with these orders I would now own all yu yu dvds out...all ccs (I had such weird numbers and a mid number from them is on backorder...it's like no one wants me to watch this straight through, lol) utena...weiss...erm fushigi yugi ::hides more:: But yeah like I said...I'm gonna cancel most of the backordered stuff I'm sure...this was waaaaay too much to spend...

I got my Ai Yori Aoshi box today ^___^ It's sooooo pretty ::stares:: I love it. ^^ Ooo also some manga, the highlight of which was Miyuki-chan in Wonderland. Tehe, so fun...and soooo many half naked bishoujo, lol...tis a very sexy manga...hehehe...and ooooo sooooo many colored pages. I got Forbidden Dance 2 and Nothing but Love as well.

I'm tired...and feel a bit under the weather still...oooo it snowed all day and is supposed to snow all day tomorrow too...nifty, ne? We're supposed to end up with about 14 inches ^^;;; heh ^^;;

I have some ideas for Sou's new layout...now if I can just make them happen...hope his day went well ::hugs him tightly::...I have to go tweak my thesis some now and maybe I'll watch some anime in between doing that...I dunno

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* Stressed over spending so much ^^;
*~Song~* None...

Tehe...I'm in suuuuuuch a good mood. We'll I've been in a pretty good mood this week...but I'm in an even better mood now. I talked to Sou last night ^____^ And erm...I have been so dumb...I should have known better ^^;; Oi...talk about dense moments...I'm so lucky Sou loves and puts up with my sillier momenst...heh...but yeah so it was wonderful talking to him ::hugs him tightly:: I'm so glad we talked and stuff...heh I feel so much better now...god I must stop being so silly...Sou has so much patience to put up with me when I get like that so much...heh ^^;;

Hmmm...kay so I have this pic...and I wanna make Sou something awesome with it...preferably a layout...but I dunno what to do with it yet...and I want to make his next layout really nice...with like set tables and stuff...like my new layout...but different...::ponders:: Hrmmm...well I shall think of something...I want to have it done by Christmas for him ^__^ And I shall make him tons of stuff...especially when I start missing him and stuff, heh...and of course emails ::sends him lots of emails always:: ^^

He left me a comment in my blog too...tehe...ooo and you know what...he did make the moon :o Is he too amazing or what? He's so talented and makes such awesome layouts. ::hugs more:: Thank you again so much love for my layout ::beams:: and I feel so special you worked so hard on it cause you wanted it to be perfect for me ::keeps beaming::

My mom got me Chicago today...yay! Hopefully later today my aunt will let me order some anime from DDD while the sale is still going on...that would be soooo great...I'd finish my CCS dvd collection...Weeee...would be awesome ^_^

Oooo speaking of awesome...Lei is sooooooo awesome...and way too good to me. She's hosting my wallpapers for me now. I had more direct linkers...and direct linking is disabled on her site...so yay! problem solved ::huggles her:: Ooooo and she's gonna order for me this to die for yu yu doujin...as I can't order from this site >.>;;; ::soooo excited:: It's soooooo gorgeous ::sends out no one else order it vibes:: She's gonna get it for me tomorrow ::jumps up and down:: After tis ordered I shall share the link so everyone can drool over the niftiness that is it...tehe

Well erm its like 6:20...and I've not slept yet ^^; Was talking to Sou ::beams:: then helping Lei with some site stuff...then changed my wallpapers over and stuff...erm...then wanted to email Sou to tell him I did that...and then felt like posting...lol...and erm I'm done now...I shall attempt sleep...and yeah...if this sounds less then coherent blame the lack of sleep...hehe

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* Happy...so very happy ^o^
*~Song~* None...

~*December 3, 2003 | Getting stuff is fun...*~

I was in a really good mood most of the day. Tehe...first I so more then love my blog...I can't believe how beautiful...Hisoka is definately my favorite part, evidenced by the fact that I used his pic to make my button and comments. And oooo I adore my button...its the best one I've ever made I think ::stares at it and layout:: And tehe...I added back my comments thing ::nods::...plus look at how pretty it is now...I finally got the main scrollbar to work and tons of tinkering later the whole thing is all pretty and matchy ::grins::

Why else am I happy? My Ai Yori box shipped!!! PSME and Ceres 5 came today. ^_^ PSME is interesting...I like it so far...tis nifty...I think I shall get that as the 'surprise' Christmas gift for Mike xD And Lei's Christmas gift is processing...yay...I am gonna reread Ceres 1-4 I think before jumping into 5 ::loves the ceres manga:: I need to watch stuff...like finish Kenshin Tokyo arc which I'm almost done with...catch up with Saiyuki...the new hack and Berserk and yu yu...lol...CCS I am waiting till I get 4-6 so I don't have a big break inbetween ^^;;

Oooooo...speaking of gifts I got stuff today...we bought stuff for people from the Disney Store and my mom got me this awesome plush pooh Is he too cute or what? ::Loves pooh and has tons of plush poohs:: <3 Then my mom got me two more presents...two naruto figures ::jumps up and down:: I've been wanting a naruto figure...got an ikaru one too (I prolly spelt that wrong >.>;;) Except the site (which is the one I got Lei's hat from) seems to have changed to a new e commerce thing...and the new site doesn't have the two cool figures I got...and the old site won't let me log in to check my order like it says I should do if it was placed on or before the 3rd ~_~ The hat and figures better come ::glares at website::

I finsihed Sou's wallpaper last night...hope he'll like it..can't wait til he's on so I can send it to him...and I wanna know if he likes how I fixed my comments thingie...and the button...I made him buttons for his blog too...to go with the new holiday layout ^__^ Can't wait to talk to him again...I got to talk to him Saturday and yesterday though and both times for quite awhile...plus he made me my gorgeous new layout...but I wanna talk to him again anyway...but then when don't I want to talk to him...heh...hopefully in the not too distant future we'll get to talk everyday again...

Oooooooooo and I got a love mode fling!!! Almost forgot, I shall be running a fanlisting to Takamiya Katsura x Sakashita Izumi...tehe...it's in the adult catagory since its a yaoi pairing xD Weeeeee~ I shall start working on it soon...hope Sou will wanna help me run it ::smiles::

I took this quiz the other day:

Which HP Kid Are You?

Yay look at that, tehe I love her, yippe to getting her in the quiz...and that fanart is so pretty. Oh and I almost forgot I moved all my old entires to so now they're all in this blog...all seperated by month...I've not deleted my old pages yet in case I missed anything ^^;; I kept screwing it up...so its possible I did ^^;; ::will check later:: And I have a link to view a page with my old layout...cause that was so pretty and I want everyone to be able to see it still ::smiles::...night all...

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* Happy...I skipped earlier O.o
*~Song~* None...

~*December 2, 2003 | ::jumps up and down::*~

Weeee, I'm back. ::stares at layout:: this is such a gorgeous layout *_* Do Tsuzuki and Hisoka not make the best angels ::could eat them up:: And ooo ::points:: I made a button to go with the new layout ^_^ I also changed lots of stuff, and Sou set up a links, belonging and adoption page for me. ::smiles:: Yayay...::Loves and adores blog:: ^o^

I got my Maaya Sakamoto cd today ::huggles Lei to death:: Weeeee~ tis so awesome and my first ever import jpop cd. ^o^ Tehe...my mom also ordered me Ai Yori Aoshi 1 w/box...tehe...found one...and its coming to my house...::is not sharing store that has it til she is sure he box is en route to her house...greedy like that:: mwhahaha...of course if you know me you could prolly guess...I only order anime/manga online from four stores mainly

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* Happy ^_^
*~Song~* Boundless Love - To Destination

::hugs Sou more then super tightly:: Tehe. Thank you soooo much for my new layout, tis soooo gorgeous ::beams and jumps up and down:: Yay!!!!

*~Rosemary~*

~*New Layout | ^_^*~

Hehe.....hope you like this new layout....feating Tsuzuki from the Doujinshi Enigma and Hisoka from one of the manga title pages. I thought to combine the two because I thought angels would be nice. ^_^ Anyway...here it is...I don't have anything else to say....::huggles::

-Sou

~*December 2, 2003 | Wee hours of the morning ~_^*~

Lol can it be, tis actually the 2nd (at the moment tis 12:32 am) and I'm actually writing it under the actual date ::gasps:: Lol. I'm in an odd mood...erm, I think I'm gonna do my nails xD Tehe, yeah tis after midnight and I'm about to do my nails...I doubt I'll sleep anyway so what does it matter, ne? I've not done my nails in so long :o With school and all I just didn't have time...::smiles a little:: heh will be nice. Ooooo I got today this yummy bath gel, tis Lolita Lampica, which is one of the brands of parfumes I use and it smells soooo pretty and its in this yummy yummy case...all LL products come in scromptaous packaging.

Hrmmm...I should watch anime...I have lots of new anime to watch...I have been reading manga lately though...I finished the first Trigun gn...that thing was massive...I can't wait til the next one and now I really really wanna see the anime. I'm gonna see if my aunts will maybe let me use their cc to get some stuff from DDD while they have that awesome coupon sale through Friday. Like maybe finish up CCS and get the rest of the Yu Yu dvds that are out. Possibly maybe they'd let me get Trigun...tis out of stock...so maybe...hmmm...

You know...I'm so not gonna be getting used to not getting to talk to Sou at least a little each day...this may be because I don't want to get used to it ^^;; but yeah...and going a week or more more then sucks ~_~ I hope we can talk more soon...but heh I have a feeling that may not happen...I can wish though, ne? I'm kind of used to not getting what I wish for anymore...but...well I miss him...I miss talking to him alot...well in the meantime I'm still working on that Tatsumi x Tsuzuki wall for him...tis up to like version four now...heh ^^;; I always redo special stuff tons of times...and anything I make for Sou I always want to be perfect and extra special...so yeah...

I feel bad, my mom was knocked out all day and now she's wide awake, and she needs to get up early for the preop stuff tomorrow ^^;; Awww ::feels bad:: ^^;; Well off to do my nails and stuffs...fun..heh...night everyone (well at least anyone that reads this and actually sleeps...which I seem to not do lately^^;;)

Gah >_< Just got an email from UPS...must be the Viz manga my mom ordered me, wtf is Viz using ups to ship it, the kenshin manga I got was sent regular usps...now my other manga isn't schedualed to be delivered til the 8th >_< ::sobs:: My kenshin manga came two days after I got the email it had shipped...grrrrr...why...why!!?? Oh and this reminds me...yay...my Maaya Sakamoto cd from Lei is supposed to be here tomorrow...it took forever...damn ups and shipping delays...::sobs::...which is prolly why my manga will be taking over a week...it shipped out on Friday...the 8th...gah...well at least my ceres 5 and psme from Right Stuf should be here this week...I hope ^^;

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* Erm...good question ^^;;
*~Song~* None...

~*December 1, 2003 | Erm...randomness...*~

I is back...it was snowing here :o Oh my, tehe...nifty, ne? ::sings:: It's beginning to look alot like Christmas...tehe ::giggles::...Oooo I just had the most yummy dinner...past with chicken in this wine/tomatoe/garlic sauce...mmmmm...was yum

Ok...I had a point ::gasps:: yes I know, tis shocking, tehe...oh boy, I'm like all silly now ^^; Anyway ::points:: I changed my current wall and winamp skin...YAMI! And lol Sou, tehe like it wasn't obvious way before now you're all obsessed with yami ~_^ ::giggles more:: Are you completely jealous of my winamp skin or what? Muraki...mwhahaha...::has very very nifty yami skins she wants to send you:: Ooo and I have one that goes with your new layout too...::grins:: Tehe...I have to finish your Tatsumi x Tsuzuki wallpaper ::goes off to do that:: ^o^

- Rosemary

I'm in a weird mood...thus the -_- kao up there. I dunno I don't feel so hot and I've still not been sleeping really, plus my tmj is still kicking up ^^;; But my mom's test today went really well. ::smiles:: She's resting as she's all knocked out from the aneshtia and stuff...she has preop for the biopsy tomorrow morning then the biopsy is next week.

So yeah I'm gonna be random, lol, though when am I not random...heh. I adopted tons of new sprites. Chibis too ::points:: aren't they adorable? I love the chibi Tomoyo and Sakura ones ::smiles:: I have Potter ones now too, plus ones from Moulin Rouge and Chicago. Yay! Tehe. Anyway, I'll prolly adopt a few more later.

Ooo speaking of those two movies...I must get the Chicago dvd and cd. ::nods:: My dad agrees...its so awesome ::needs it:: I also want Moulin Rouge, which I used to have...but the dvd was broken and the store didn't have more so its never been replaced yet. I've watched alot of movies lately with my parents...rewatched Legally Blonde then saw the sequal...also watched both Potter movies again (I plan to rewatch both again soon) erm what else, oh right Chicago which I adored! And of did I mention I added more quotes to the side and stuff? ::points again:: I also updated the watching, ect stuff.

Erm ok, I'll prolly write more later...I think...oh before I forget Alice 19th is soooo awesome, I got this the other day when I got Kenshin. This may become my fav Watase-sama manga, and that I've only read the first book and think this says something. I can not wait for book two to be release.

Tehe that reminds me, I'm going through deleting winamp skins...omg Sou is sooo right, I need help...winamp skins anonimous...I have way too many and its taking up massive harddrive space cause I have so many ^^; heh ^^;;; ::deletes stuff that would never be used:: I have 48 Kenshin skins...this should give one an idea of just how big the skins folder is...heh yami is over 20 too ^^;; and I have tons of other series ones as well ::hides a little::

*~Rosemary~*
*~Mood~* Weird and Blehish
*~Song~* The End of the Day - Kenshin