>>August 31, 2003 | ...

I watched Siayuki 4. It was very very good. I liked the episodes about their past and how they all met ^_^ I really really hope someone licenses the manga soon...the manga is soooo good. I also got Fruits Basket 3 so I started watching that. Can't wait to see how FB ends. I am super anxious for that manga and Kenshin, both of which will be out in a few months. Yay!

My mom bought me some stuff yesterday. She got me the first Haibane Renmei dvd w/box(and it comes with pencil boards) .hack 4 lmt ed/w cd and the first .hack manga. They should be here in a few days ^o^ Hehe in honor of HR I changed my wallpaper. Tis a pretty wallpaper ::stares:: Also changed by winamp...heh I adore that dark chii pic, I have four winamp skins with it...I should try and make a wallpaper of it soon, Sou made me a nifty one with that pic...I want to make a nice real dark one with lots of deep red shades in it...

I'm hoping soon I'll be able to get Mirage of Blaze. Sou and HS keep telling me how good it is and its been on my wishlist for awhile too. I also wanna try and get the first Hana Yori Danga dvd which will be out any day. ^^; I'm collecting too much stuff. The next Mars, Kare Kano, Fake, Demon Diary and Under a Glass Moon mangas will all be out soon(or may be out early some places already). Eek. Heh.

Hopefully I'll get a call for a job this week ::prays:: I really miss working...and would be nice to have my own paycheck again and stuff. I still have a 25 certificate for Suncoast so will prolly get something this week. Its not enough to cover a dvd, so I was thinking i woudl try for the Haibane Renmei soundtrack and some pocky.

I was all way happy last night. Cause I got to talk to Sou alot. And I hadn't thought I would get to talk to him at all yesterday, but I did. Was so nice ::beams:: A really super pleasant surprise that just made my night ^_^

>>Rosemary
>>Song: Dream-Maaya Sakamoto
>>Mood: Still happy from last night ^_^

>>August 28, 2003 | Not much to say

I updated my blog a bit, I have new blog links ::points:: And I took out the forum section and added a link to AN to my anime link line, as well its the only forum I seem to visit anymore anyway, lol. I may tinker with some more stuff later...and I want to join the quilting bee quilt thingie...it looks all fun, lol. That's it...

>>Rosemary

Nothing to say really, so just some random statements and shit. Heh, I'm all more then happy and stuff. ^o^ Yay. Ahem...heh...and I slept very well last night...heh...::blushes a little and smiles::...anyway...onto more pointless randomness...

I can not wait till .hack 4 is out next week. I wanna see more I wanna see more. I still really wish I had been watching it on CN. Ack well. I'm so anxous to watch the rest of this series. And the manga will be out soon too. Yay! Hmmm, I wonder when MediaBlaster's will release more info on the first Kenshin box, like a price and what extras will be with it.

I preordered the first GTO box set, TRSI has this great TP sale and it ends today, so heh got it for super cheap, while at it I also preordered a bunch of manga ::nods::...I have a coupon too so maybe soon I'll preorder the Inu Yasha first box set...heh I'm kind of holding out thinking that maybe the Kenshin box will be up for preorder soon ::looks all hopefull like::

>>Rosemary
>>Song: Not Myself
>>Mood: More then happy ^o^

>>August 27, 2003 | Feeling icky yet happy

Well yesterday I wasn't feeling that great...kind of had a stomach ache and today I feel worse. Ugh. Tis prolly due to lack of sleep...heh ^^; so I'm gonna try and rest and stuff today so I feel better. Hopefully by later I won't feel icky anymore.

But...heh...I'm all happy. Cause yes I did get to talk to Sou last night and we got to talk for a long time and we were talking til earlish in the morning ^o^ Yay, was so nice, we haven't stayed up that late talking in awhile. Mwhahaha...::is giddy and happy and stuff::...Ahem...anyway so yeah, my mood is vastly improved...::beams::

>>Rosemary
>>Song: T.N.T.-Enigma
>>Mood: Happy happy happy...talked to Sou lots last night ^o^

>>August 26, 2003 | New domain layout...wallpaper site

Bleh...yes bleh >_< My mom got my dad the Two Towers today...and the dvd was broken...so we returned it...got a new one and then watched it. Tis good but loooooong...and ::sobs::...I missed Sou when he was online before cause I was off in the other room watching it with my dad ::sobs more:: >_<

I wanted to buy something too...wish I had money...I was looking but our circut city is shit and has this anime/sci-fi section...with no actual anime >_< Argh...and then there's a game stop by me now...but could me go look for a sec? No of course not. Then we went to Toys R Us and were window shoping for my Uncle's son and they have these cute little talking neopets...I wanted one soooo bad. ::will get one when she has money:: They were so adorable.

I will hopefully get PS2 for Chirstmas. My mom said she'll buy it for me ^o^ heh...my parents are awesome...I sure hope I do...as they kind of seem to have thrown out my playstation >_< Ack well...but yeah by then I think 3 of the .hack games will be out...I want em...mwhahaha...I'm gonna start making a game wishlist ^_^...I also wanna get the Kenshin box set and the GTO box set...hopefully by then I'll actually have a job ::sobs slightly and sighs::

Heh...I feel special...cause Lei is inviting me to her and Der's wedding ^_^ I sooo will be there...lol being invited to go to a convention and a wedding...I'm not usually this popular...maybe I've been nicer or something lately(kidding about that last part...we all know I'm never nice ::snickers::)

>>Rosemary
>>Song: Rapid Hope Loss-Dashboard Confessional
>>Mood: Depressed til I get to talk to Sou -_-

I completely forgot to mention yesterday that I have a gorgeous new domain layout. ::beams:: Sou made it for me, tis the one I kept mentioning and it was a 21st birthday gift from him. Everyone should check it out ::points to Domain button above post:: Its gorgeous and super sexy. ^_~

My wallpaper site is done and online now as well. I have 7 wallpapers and will be adding more towards the end of the week. Also the whole domain has been revamped with a new and expanded links page, Sou's and my joint cliques page, an about page, a sites and hosted page and as already mentioned a gorgeous new and sexy layout. Heh...tis like all official now ::smiles::

Anyway...that's about it, wanted to mention that...heh I'm kind of less happy then before...but ack well...shit happens...hopefully I'll get to talk to Sou later today and then I'll be all happy again...heh...

>>Rosemary
>>Song: Neon-John Mayer
>>Mood:Kind of depressed...

>>August 25, 2003 | Heh ^o^

Changed my winamp skin and wallpaper...I'm in a .hack mood. ^_^ Oooo which reminds me, I didn't mention earlier...I got a replay rewards certificate today in the mail, so now I'll be able to afford the new .hack dvd out next week. Yay! ^o^ I soooo love this series. Though I wish I had been watching it on CN, as its almost done there ::sobs::...I can't wait for the .hack manga...and the FB and Kenshin manga too. Ialso very much want PS2 ::sobs::...I wanna play the .hack games...I so know Sou is gonna keep rubbing it in ::continues to sob::

Well I'm gonna go nap and/or watch some RahX now. And aside here, but my desktop color scheme at the moment is blue...yes...blue...Oh how times have changed...::smirks and mentally points at Sou:: ^_~

>>Rosemary
>>Song: Your Body is a Wonderland-John Mayer
>>Mood: Tired...yet still happy...

Sou posted in his blog. Yay! I'm so glad he likes it ^o^ ::plans to post in his blog lots:: hehehe...anyway...yeah...and he linked my blog and stuff...and his blog looks all pretty...and his entry was all nice and stuff ^_^

I ordered FB 3 and Saiyuki today. Yay! Hope they come quickly, lol. I'm sooo tempted to just watch the FB 4 dvd...but I will resist temptation and not spoil myself...::smiles::...I'm all happy again too...this is a record for me...odd...lol...and Oooo now I'm wanting to add a Listening to and Mood section to my entries...Hmmmmm...::will try that out right now::

>>Rosemary
>>Song: 30 Minutes-Tatu
>>Mood: Happy ^o^

>>August 24, 2003 | Fiddling, lol

Well I added a section to the side now with the button to link my blog ^_^ Also I changed the blog links and added Sou's blog. I made it for him...and he likes it ^o^...heh I'll prolly change that section more later...cause now Aelice is in the forums section...though her site has a forum...so it kind of works ^^; Erm but anyway...for now it will do, lol.

I'm gonna be going to an anime convention in Nov. AnimeUSA ^_^ With buki, Lei and her bf. Should be lots of fun. And Lei and her bf are soooo nice, they're letting me drive down with them and stuff ^o^ Yay!

>>Rosemary

>>Agust 23, 2003 | Ooooo Cds

Two new cds ^o^ The new Dashboard Confessional cd and John Mayer's Room for Squares. Heh both of which I was expossed to by Sou. ::smiles and listens::

>>Rosemary

>>August 22, 2003 | ^_^

::beams:: Yay, I'm all happy ^_^ ::smiles lots and hugs Sou:: Ahem, lol. Anyway let's see here, so I got some new manga...Forbidden Dance, Hana Yori Dango and X-Day. I also got FB 4...but no 3...yet...ugh...but as I said I'm all happy and stuff, so heh this is no longer upsetting to me. ^_^

I've been all productive today. I updated both fanlistings (weee, more new members) We have 45 members of Every Sword Needs a Sheath and 11 for Eternal Flame. Yay! Lots of peeps, ne? Tehe. Erm, I also updated my anime site, and later I'll prolly work on my soon to be online wallpaper site.

Oooo also, I'm so obsessed with images from War of Genesis 3 P2. ::points to wallpaper and winam skin:: Pretty, ne? I'm gonna make a screensaver with images from this game I think. ^_^ ::goes off...still all happy and stuff...grinning::

>>Rosemary

>>August 20, 2003 | ...::smiles::...

::waves:: Well...it's been a fun five months, ne? Happy Anniversary! Yay...we're cool peeps having known each other for a full five months now to the day....ahem...anyway I wish I had a song...but I don't...but you know if I had one I would post it. I guess all I can say is, it's a pleasure and honor to be able to call your friend...soulmate...all that. ::hugs you:: Happy Anniversary!

-Sou

::smiles:: So I've been looking for a song...and lol I know I still owe you a special song...I still haven't found one I liked well enough...I'm sure I'll stumble onto something that's perfect eventually...I wanted to have one to leave you today, being a special day and all...sorry about that... Anyway though I did want to just leave you a post that you could see when you come online today (if you can get online ^^;). So now I owe you two special songs, lol.

Happy anniversary. ^_^ Was not fun not getting to talk to you again all day yesterday...heh this better not start being a habit...two days now we haven't gotten to talk at all. I miss you terribly if we don't get to talk for at least a few minutes...the day just isn't the same...and you prolly know that already...lol.

But well yeah so I thought I would state the obvious here, lol. You're my best friend...more then my best friend...more then a soulmate...lol...more then special. This would be the part where words fail, ne? Tis true though they do, I haven't figured out a way yet to say exactly how much you mean to me and stuff...but I know you know all of that...you make me happy...just being online when you are puts a big smile on my face and well you know you're just about the only person that can make me beam...I'm more then attached and used to being able to share my life and problems and frustrations and joys with you now. We share just about everything with each other, ne? And I never want to be unable to do that.

I've said this on many occasions and it bears repeating now I think...I don't know what my life would be like without you in it anymore...nor do I ever want to have to find out. My favorite song lately is Half a Moment by Andrew Lloyd Weber. You left me that song and I loved it then but heh I think I appreciate the lyrics even more now. So I'm gonna leave you my favorite part here, lol yeah repetative...but I feel this way...I feel very much this way...you know already I cherish any time I get to spend with you, even if it was as short as half a moment...I would still cherish it and it would put a smile on my face...

Half a moment
We are together
I shall want
No one else and nothing new
Half a moment
I shall treasure
Keep it locked away
For some future rainy day
We're together
What else can matter?
Even though half a moment
Is too few
I shall save it
Till I have another
Making one whole moment
Filled with you

Well heh...thank you...for everything...heh as you know sometimes I have trouble believing you really like spending so much time with me as much as I do with you...and miss me...and love me...tis because I feel more then lucky and special that you do...::hugs you tightly:: Love you...and heh...I kinda got personal here, ne? Hope its ok and stuff...we get personal here quite often...but lol this may be a tad more personal then usual...I hope I get to talk to you today...I miss you...

Love you more then lots...like I always have...and like I always will ^_^

>>Rosemary

>>August 19, 2003 | Stuff...yes...stuff

Me again...Ooooo...I so wanna see Evanescence and Shania Twain. They'll be in NY the next two months...I sooo have gotta figure out a way to see them...Mwhahaha...already talked someone into going with me to the Evan. concert...now to just get tickets ^^; Would be more then cool seeing both ^o^ I also have a new winamp skin ::points::

Rosemary

Online has always been just as real to me as offline...friends are friends...I don't make a distinction between those I know offline and those I know online...the people you talk to are real...the friends are real...the feelings are real...the whole fucking thing is real...

>>Rosemary

I'm so bad at titles for stuff...including blog entries, lol ^^;...Anyway so let's see...I hate Sou's computer...yes that're right I HATE his computer...::mumbles about its terrible timing::...surprisingly though...I'm actually in a kind of good mood...but...I would have been in a so much better mood...::sighs::...Ack well...moving along here

::points to side:: I added a section with a blurb about the layout. Which I should have done long ago. Sorry sweetie...now though tis there...all permenant like so everyone can see who made my gorgeous layout...which I always tell people anyway, lol. ::smiles::

I was this -> | | close to getting the third Fruits Basket dvd today ::sobs::...Oh the pain...but I did have a yummy lunch...so that's something, ne? I also made a new Sailor Moon wallpaper...Mwhahahaha...I've been making sexy ones...and I'm gonna have two sexy Sailor Moon layouts...::giggles::...fun, ne?

Speaking of my good mood...heh its rather odd I'm still in one. I've been in a good mood since talking to Sou friday night after the power outage. So that's like 5 days of me being in a good mood. And even like sad conversations and shit haven't ruint my mood...and even last night ::glares at Sou's computer:: didn't completely take away from my still somewhat good mood...odd...very very odd...lol.

Erm...hehehe...I love the word erm now...its such a nifty word...erm...::giggles::...Ahem, well nothing else to say really, except John Mayer songs are addictive and I must get the cd...::smiles and listens to songs:: Oooo and heh while talking about songs here a sec, My Immortal by Evanescence so always makes me think of Kenshin x Tomoe when I listen to it. Its a gorgeous song...and so very very sad...

>>Rosemary

>>August 17, 2003 | Heh

This entry could be so long. So much shit has happened since the 11th. ::laughs:: Well ok so yeah living in NY, I got to be part of that whole North Easter poweroutage. ::makes face:: 23 hrs without power...and two of the hottest days all summer...it was not fun. The worst was that I didn't get to talk to Sou all day cause of that and I hadn't gotten to talk to him the night before...translation...I was very very unhappy...Not getting to talk to Sou at all for almost two days was not fun and something I do not want a repeat of, lol...::nods vigerously::

But its all ok now. I'm all happy and stuff. And I'm feeling better then I had been for a few weeks now. ^_^ ::beams:: In fact the last two nights were super nice and made me all more then happy and stuff...::continues to beam::...And I'm sleeping again at nights...so that's a plus as I hadn't been sleeping well lately ^^; Again prolly thanks to my exceptional good mood and getting to talk to Sou and all that. Being content and happy is nice, ne? ^_^

Let's see what else. Oh yeah, heh I'm like totally addicted to Fruits Basket...I can't wait til I can afford the last two DVDs...which reminds me...I had a job interview...which I had my hopes up for...and then I get there and am told someone had been offered the job already :|...oh well...I'll find something...::shrugs a little::...heh btw that interview was the morning of the power outage...yup...was the cap to my day...my Dad was like God's trying to put things into percpective for you...heh...maybe he's right, lol...I mean the whole no power for 23 hours...things can be lots worse and stuff did kind of put things into perpective and make me not as bummed about the job. When I had gotten home I was really upset and stuff...but I'm better now...as I said...I'm all happy and content and stuff ^_^

More stuff...let's see...my wallpaper site is just about done...yay...I'm still all proud of my layout...can't wait till Sou has my sexy Haruka x Michiru layout all done ::grins:: They look all sexy in that infinity artbook pic ^_~ And speaking of sexy H x M pics...I have a new current wallpaper...isn't that center pic cool? Ooooo...heh...we can all see why they are one of my fav couples ever for numerous reasons, ne? And the title of this wallpaper is, 'Touch Me Gently' taken from my fav Sailor Moon quote ::grins more:: You can find the wallpaper and my current sailor moon winamp skin (isn't Usa-ko sexy in that skin) at Anime Revolution. Go there now, they have the niftiest wallpapers and winamp skins.

I'm rereading the first two Harry Potter Books. My mind and heart wasn't really in it the first time around. Gee it never takes me so long to read a book and stuff...I was in a funk and wasn't myself and all so now that I'm feeling myself again and I have less on my mind, I'm rereading...Already just about done with the first one and I just started my reread this morning...much more like me, lol.

I did have a lot on my mind...and I kind of put off thinking about stuff...which is highly unlike me...so I spent some time thinking and feel better now...and as I said my mind is more at ease...and I didn't overthink either...I just thought...and thought about lots of stuff...things in general...and people...and friends...and life...::laughs and smiles:: lol...thinking is good sometimes...it makes one more at ease I think. And I had this really nifty insight the other day...sometimes...one can kind of wonder if they're really a part of someone they know online's life...and heh the thought can be upsetting and bothersome and all...and I realized...well geez...that person is a part of your life, ne? Sometimes a huge part...so...if they're a part of your life...you just need to trust they feel the same about you, ne?

More stuff, heh this prolly should have been up top, but yay! my comp is working again. Yay for tech forums and people who know shit about the technical quirks of computers that I don't. I also have some new nifty paintshop brushes. Gonna have to add a Photoshop Brushes section to my new and coming soon link page.

Since this is turning into a massively long entry anyway, lol, let me comment on something highly amusing to me. A thread on an anime forum...::snickers:: ok this thread was about the rising popularity of anime...now why does this amuse me? Cause I remember how years and years ago people whined about anime being unknow, hard to find, ect ect. And now that its becoming popular and readily available...people complain yet again...::shakes head::...So like are anime fans ever frigging happy? I mean some are yeah, but geez most always need to find something to complain about.

Another anime rant...why do FLCL fans(and ::snickers:: I'm gonna call it Fooly Cooly cause that name apparently annoys the hell out of lots of so called 'rabid fans' and I'm a bitch like that sometimes) tell people that don't like the show, it's because they don't understand it? ::stares:: No...I did understand the episode I suffered through...I just thought it was more then overrated and complete pointless crap. I actually had to like force myself to sit there and watch the whole 30 mins...so yeah...heh that tells me I don't like it ::laughs::

One last amusing thread I found...heh...Is it sexy for girls to know how to play video games well...apparently it is...and people wish they could find a girl who plays video games and likes anime and manga. ::blinks:: Ok so wtf am I still single? ::chuckles::

Heh...ok...almost done here...one last thing ::hugs Sou tightly::...Thank you sweetie for my very nice good mood the last few days...I'm gonna work extra hard at keeping it for awhile ::beams::...and glad you're feeling happy and content and stuff now too ^_^ You know I was all worried...lol...we need to keep all happy and content...so we actually can sleep well at night ^^; ::giggles and smiles at you::...Hope you post that list of nasty habits you picked up from me soon ^_~ Love you ::clings::

P.S. Damn, this was long ^^;;; I feel bad for any people that actually read this ^^;

>>Rosemary

>>August 11, 2003 | >_<

Today was completely shitty. My main computer is being an ass and is all screwed up and I have no clue wtf is wrong with it. >_< I got woken up early so got very little sleep, and had lots of misc family stuff happen that put me in a pissy mood. ::sighs::

I'm working on a wallpaper site. And ::gasp:: I made the layout myself. ::smiles:: Of course couldn't have been done without Sou's help with some artistic advice and coding, but yup tis an iframe layout and I used tables. ::gasps more:: I'm so proud of myself. And lol, heh once this site is all ready and Sou gets my other one finished I'm gonna have to very racy SM layouts...Oooooo...gotta love that Infinity artbook ^_~.

>>Rosemary

>>August 8, 2003 | Random Mussings

I have a new wallpaper and winamp skin. The wallpaper is nifty and from Aelice's Gohou Drug site Remedy. Its a gorgeous wallpaper, heh finally a dark wallpaper that I'm happy with ^_^. Everyone needs to go visit her site, tis an awesome site for a nifty manga. My current winamp skin is an Angel Sanctuary one.

Moving on, I've been reading Angel Sanctuary. I just aodre this series, but then I adore everything by Kaori Yuki. She's my favorite manga-ka. Kaori Yuki's art is so gorgeous, and I found some beautiful winamp skins using it.

Tehe now for that promised list of things I've 'picked up' from Sou ::snickers::